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So here's one for the ages. A girl I've known for about a year now we finally get to meet up and hangout in person. Now mind you this could have gone better. I was tongue tied for most of the time she was there because I was nervous. She took it as that I wasn't interested in her. Which i told her multiple times I was, I'm happy your here, you don't know how long I've been waiting for this! I am happy and I'm just also nervous because Ive been wanting to see you for so long.



Any who, Things could have gone better but through the course of us hanging out, she tells me she loves me, asks me like how long would you date someone before consider them moving in? I didn't even have an answer to this because it never came up with anyone before. So I said possibly a couple months to a year.



At the end of the night I took her back to where she got off her bus and waited with her for over an hour in downtown 8 at night on a weekend for her bus. While waiting for said bus we talked bout hanging out again, and she agreed. Only to blow me off saying she was suddenly sick the following day and had plans with her mother the following night. Which also happened to be last minute. (Yet i never caught this said sickness after making out with her for well over an hour). So after losing $180 worth of clients (I cleared 3 days of my schedule for her and 2 clients bailed completely) Needless to say I was pissed. So I tried to talk to her about it, only to get that I'm childish, being immature, and inconsiderate.......(I'm not the one that just blew someone off and cost them 1 months rent and a phone bill.) and that were never hanging out again. Whatever.



Bout a week goes by and I tried to get a hold of her again so we could hangout again. Maybe this time would be better. After sending 3 texts through out the span of the entire day today (I woke up round noon. got my answer round 11pm. Do the math) I get back "I'm wit ma man at a concert txt ya later" ......I still have yet to hear from her (Now 2am).



Everyone asks me why am I such a cold person. Why do you never have a gf? Why are you single? You could have just about anyone with those looks. Well to every girl I know that has ever asked me those questions, or given me those fine compliments, I thank you. And I leave you with this. Cause you girls are all mind fucking bitches. You are a pretty good chunk of the reason why I don't give a damn to date anymore.

Just chilling today and today is looking like a much better day than yesterday, finally got a good nights sleep in months and woke up good, still broke, but oh well,

Just fucking pissed off today. Pissed im stuck here, pissed i know im getting blown off again. Pissed i cant fucking do anything. and finally just piussed that my fone has become good for nothing more than fucking facebook updates.