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I am not the girl who sits in the corner and cries.



I am not always going to be the person you want me to be.



I am going to make mistakes, I will own up to these mistakes.



There is going to be a time when I will shout at you to go away, when what I really what it for you to give me a hug.



I will always be there for you in your time of need



I will always listen to everyone's values and opinions. I may not agree, but I will listen.



I cannot promise that I will always like you, there will be times when I hate you. But that does not mean I do not love you and care for you.



It is hard to be the perfect person I can only promise that I will try. If I can do this for you will you do it for me?

The night when my world went black, I felt as if I had too much pressure on my back.

I fumbled through the darkness to find the thing which I cherish the most in the world. I look and I look, yet I can not see. I call and I call but I hear no noise, but my own voice. I fall to the floor, my knees have gone weak, my voice has gone, it feels as if my heart has been torn out of my chest, the only thing left is this large empty gaping hole. I know that this hole will never be filled; the only thing that I had left in my world was torn from me by an unseen force. As I lay there hunched over, all I can seem to see is the thing which I loved the most, the thing which kept me alive, kept me breathing. I hold on to this picture in my head as I slowly, yet very painfully feel my life slipping away from me, little by little.



Then, I hear something, first I think that it is not true, it is my mind playing tricks on me, to make my last couple of seconds of life some what happy. Then I feel somebody touching me, hugging me, kissing me. I want to let my eyes open a little, what harm can be done? I am already dying, I can tell. Then I feel somebody placing their mouth to my ear and saying something. I listen as hard as I can, then I hear 8 letters, 3 little words. I open my eyes and I see you, then my world as I know it is changing around me.



The skies turn from black to a breath taking powder blue. The grass which seemed dead and burned to a cinder springs to life. The trees burned down to a charcoal stump, all of a sudden flourish and the leaves turn a magnificent and magical green. The sun appears in the sky, like a flaming ball of fire. The water sparkles, like it has had blue glitter poured all over it.



Slowly my body begins to heal; I feel warmth flooding into my legs and the rest of my body. Then as my eyes look into your eyes, seeing deep into your soul, I can feel my heart being put back in place and the gaping hole in my chest is being all stitched up. Still looking deep into your soul, I open my mouth, hoping that my voice is back, and I say 3 little words, 8 letters, “I love you”.



You stare at me looking deep into my soul and smile back saying, “I know”.