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Of all the children,

the mean people,

the evil human beings who purposely harm people..

Why did god have to choose the most,

beautiful, sweet, careing, giving, thankful, faithful, god loving little boy in the entire world?!

Why did you have to give HIM cancer?

WHY?!

If there really is a GOD,

i want to fucking know why a little boy,

who wants to be a PREIST,

AND GIVE HIS FUCKING LIFE TO "GOD"

IS THE PERSON WHO GOD CHOSE TO GIVE CANCER!!!

Hasnt his life had enough suffering?

Havent you taken away enough of his childhood?

Enough of the allowance of immaturaty of being a child?

Havent you caused him enough pain?



He doesnt desere this...

He loved you.

And now i have never felt so faithless...

I know what its like to need..

its an ache.

its a tear in your heart.

you have to break in half to love someone...

and then when they are gone,

you loose part of yourself..

how can we feel something so deep for someone,

when in our core we know they will leave?

deep down i know hat they will always leave.

your gone and i blew it.

but maybe one day youll come back to me...

what a stupid thought.

what a stupid feeling...to need someone...

I need something to keep me sane.

something to keep me from losing it...

i need you...

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JAYESGHOST
09:48 Aug 09 2010

:D

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I cant stand this place.

Negativity is all there is.

I cant breathe.

I cant even think.

Hungry and tired but i dont want to eat or sleep.

I feel like im drowning.

Suffocating.

the water is smothering me.

i hate this house,

and i hate everyone here.

this house is not my home...

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Sexy
13:12 Aug 11 2010

I feel the same way about where I'm livin now!

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You make me sick,

you make my insides twist and bleed.

you make me want to end it all.

mother dearest you make me sick.