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It seems all my friends have left me this summer, I can't go on without them!!

They either went on vacation or are busy with family stuff, I hope we can hang soon. Summer has been a blast so far

I went to Wonderland with my friend on here XDestinyX, we went on soooo many rollar coasters!!! and We got drenched on some rides!! lol

I think I want to sleep outside this Saturday on like a trampoline, that would be fun.

My friend just recently got back from Nova Scotia, so we'll be spending TONES of time together!! lol

Well I have chores to do, people to see, and such.

Farewell,

Lyzi

I`ve been thinking about where I`m going to end up in the future, where my path is leading me and if it is a good path. I need to sort my feelings out, and maybe take a different outlook on life, I don`t know the difference between fantasy and reality any more. I want to believe in true love, and destiny`s. But I haven`t been whitness to some of those things. Love is a gift, it only happens if you work for it, and I haven`t looked or worked for it, and so. Now I am lost. I want to be able to walk out of my house with a smile on my face, no worries of what bad things may occur that day, I want to move forward, and not care about the past, but that will take time and effort and trust to do so. All i can rely on is my self to make it alive, other wise, what hope is there. I can`t rely on family, or friends, it isn`t good to rely on people too much. I`m a lost soul, with no end.

My life has been interesting since highschool, I've met some interesting and important people. Also the whole pressure to presue a dream and everything. I want to be an english teacher and maybe move to Japan for a couple of years and teach there, I still don't know, caus I love painting, and singing, so I could also have a career in those fields. I still don't know. So far I have created and joined a couple of bands but currently I'm in Young At Heart, and we are having trouble with getting background music, due to our limited amount of people in our band. We need the technology to blend our tunes, so we have been looking for different record labels to help us out, lol. It's been hectic. So I hope we find some sort of answer.