to night I lay here in this darkened room...... I ask myself where am I ......... I hear a giggle in the distance ......... I wonder who it is .......?
I get out of this bed and open the door to this place?
Oh you woke up finally well well what do you have to say now, mythical?......... (seiyna said)
WHO are you and where am I ..... (mythical)
Oh dear you forgot already.......... your home with us all.... has the DOC seen you for today? (seiyna)
what, what DOC ......I just want to go home to my garden that I nurtured they won't live with out me ..
I have to go now where is the door to get out? (mythical)
Seiyna...... well mythical you can't leave they won't believe you ......(why not? .. mythical said) .... because you are crazy and thats why your here.. don't you remember........ thats why the DOC needs to see you I'll go get him.
Mythical......... I am not crazy ... I'll just tell him that I need to go home and take care of my famliy and my garden of life.... my fairy garden ......
(DOC) well hello dear it is time for you to take your medicine No I will not take it..(mytical).. *giggles*
You shut up Seiyna !!
DOC please help me get out of here I'm not crazy
DOC well don't you remember you can't leave you said o yourself...
MYTHICAL....... what do you mean I said I didn't want to leave........ ?
DOC........ anyways you can't leave don't you remember that you killed your family and you said yourself that you need to be is here because you could kill again.......
(NO ...mythical replies) WELL I need to go home to my family garden please let me go home to take care of them all PLEASE
HEAR YOU GO! DOC
Whats this.... DOC YOUR MEDICINE NOW TAKE IT
fine ......(mythical takes it)
Seinya well you should lye down because the medicine is strong at first.......
mythical WHY DO YOU CARE ?
seiyna ........ well then suit yourself
mythical lays their motionless
(Seiyna) hey wake up your ok now ..
what ........... Oh help me get out of here please
mythical said
well what do I have to do.... and can I come I don't like it here please can I come too?
mythical .........UHH yes you can ...... just try to fie a way out of here but fast........ I have to attend to my fairy garden......... you can make a family too you can become apart of the fairy garden ........ and I too will take care of you
Seiyna ......... ok .....
FEW DAYS LATER
MYTHICAL I found the way!! (seiyna yelled)
mythical: well what is it ?
seiyna: ....... you know how the nurses take out the trash bins ...... right ..... well what if we jump in them and then they throw us out and we can go to your house and meet the family and tell then our story
(mythical)......... well lets get to it........
hurry lets go.......... seyna said.... (DUMP)
HA we're out ......
Ok now lets go to your house.....(seiyna said)
AHA this is my sweet home .........
( as I walk into my home .... I now have flash backs of what had happened that night I found my husband cheating on me.....now I remember that I did killed him ........ then I remember how I loved my daughter so much but that night couldn't even look at her..... I saw her father in her eyes.... I couldn't stand to see that ........I killed her too....
As I lay here in the dry blood of both who I once loved........ it seems to get warm as I lay there and I run my fingers into the carpet I can feel the blood................. wrapping itself around my fingers remembering all the pain I had made......)
seiyna .........Well where is everyone ........?
(mythical) you should have listened to the DOC... all well (what do you mean by that? seiyna said) ARE you stupid ..... I can't believe that you fell for my story.......... why do you think I wanted you to help after I am always mean to you and all of a sudden I am going to be nice ........ what did you think I meant by my family garden ?
YOU are crazy!! seiyna said
you always hear me talk about it but you never hear me say that they are alive??
I brought you hear to become apart of this grave....
and be apart of my dead family because I hated them and I hate you !!!! COME HERE !!
( I finally grab her I go to the kitchen with her ....I found the knife and the other tools that I used to kill my husband and kid with ......... it comes to me that I hated my family so much I have forgotten my daughters name ...........
I pick up the knife and I start to carve my thoughts into her so she and I can remember how I felt about her and everyone else ....... now as I look into her eyes and I see the fear I had never had in my life? / as I cut them out I I love the feeling of the blood that fills my skin and my clothes ....I needed to kill her to love her and because Of this I have to kill myself to be loved by all......... I cut myself all over for I can feel the blood and the pain of love I drop to the floor and just lay there in the warmth of the blood that lingers all around me I fill with joy and I see nothing but the dark once again in this room................
THIS IS A TRUE STORY!!
My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"Im sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me...........................................
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