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Pray/think of (whatever it is you believe in) for my sister...



She's been through so much in her life (she's actually only my step-sister but I love her like a sister) and now she's run away...



She ran away with a guy once before and ended up in serious trouble and almsot dead...I'm scared for her plus she's already on probabtion so she's be in so much more trouble with that if she doesn't come home I miss her...I hope she's ok I love her I just hate that she keeps making such bad desicions...I just want her to come back and be the good Steph I love.



Please think of my sister her name is Stephanie Rae (sorry but there's no way I'm posting her last name) think good thoughts please and hopefully she'll come home soon and everything will be alright...

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Sinora
06:40 Mar 26 2008

Will do, try not to worry, we take our own paths and make our own mistakes. She is lucky to have your love....x

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I'm tired of dealing with everyone else's fucking bullshit!!! The thing is I have enough to worry about I don't need people making it harder for me or doing stupid things that make me hurt because they don't fucking think about what there doing!!! I'm fucking 15 almost 16 years old let me be 15 you all expect so much I live the life of someone who's like 10 years older than me and I can't be that person!!! I'm fucking tired of being responsible for not just me but everyone else in my life I love you all but please for once clean up your own messes and stop acting so retarded/immature and most of the people this is about are older than me!!! I fucking went through what alot of you are going through I got over it why can't you??? Your just causing trouble for others in your life who love or c are about you can't you fucking see it??? Well I for one am done I can't so this I already have to much to take like today that was about enough to make me cut open my wrists again but you know I've been there done that I don't want to slip back into that. Some of you are pulling me down, breaking me, cornering me back into that place. If I get back into that place I can tell you now I worked so hard to get out, that this time I will just fucking give up I won't even care I'll do anything to get away...so stop think before you act please or don't turn to me when you fuck up I alreayd am dealing with my issues and many other peoples I don't need more.

I want it...everything



It sounds so selfish doesn’t? But it’s all I want I want someone in my life that’s all I want and everything I need...that’s my everything...take my breath away and be the breathe I need to retain me bring me back please give me something,someone who can breathe into me and give me life again, cause I’m dead inside that’s all I want that’s my everything...I wish I hadn’t acted so quickly with my first love maybe I scared him away by telling him how much I cared...I don’t know why he left me and I never will I know this deep inside...but please someone fix my flaws and look past my imperctions and please make me feel like I’m worthy of love because right now I don’t feel I am...please send me someone or something in my life to change this make me happy, make me smile, make me feel worthy...make me love me and make someone love me for me I am hanging on the words of others let me hang on instead by the arms of and angel, someone who cares, because I hang on for another day just to see if it will come my way so come save me and keep me alive...

Well I'm totally excited cause in 11 days my best friend. Alexa ( I really love her to pieces like you don't evem know!) are going to the awesome rockstar taste of chaos tour thingy lol it's gonna be totally awesome! However there's just one little problem...our town is soooooo fucking small that if one person goes to a concert everyone has to (not literally everyone but a lot of people) because they all end up hearing about it. Well that means I can't have a good time because a) People i know being there will cause drama because they are assholes they better just stay away from me just for that one night because I'm just there to have a good time I hate drama don't bother me and b) I can't party or flirt w/ lots of people like I usually do at concerts because every fucking person I know there will tell everyone in town rumors will start even though they aren't true and then I'll be blackmailed or someone will threaten to tell all the rumors to my dad or mom so even though they aren't true my parents will believe them over me ughhhhh grrrr I'm angry my fucking cousin is going to be there now he WON'T let me party (i.e. drink or smoke weed) and esp. not lirt with guys unless he's to drunk or beat up to stop me haha but anyway seriously I'll be so pissed if people don't just let me have a good time for the night I don't need or want drama I HATE it I'll just walk away if you try to start shit but seriously nobody better say shit after either I just wanna have a good time with Lex...so I'm excited because nothing will stop us from our good time I won't let it! ^.^