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What can I say? Well I was once again dateless but I had Alexa. We danced, I got my prom pic with her, we talked for a long time, shared the first and last dance (I stole her from her date, she wanted it), and kissed goodnight. I laughed and I cried. This was my last real time with her. I love her, I really love her. I know she cares for me but how can I make her love me? I can't. I've tried. I just have to stand by and watch her go on with life and hope she's happy. I'm scared she isn't going far but what will happen when she leaves for college? I'm scared I don't want us to grow apart or worse, lose her. I have one year left in this damn high school and she has saved me and pulled me through how will I make it this last year without her? I just don't know. Prom was amazing because of her. I'm going to be so lonely (for everything) next year without her. I just hope for once I'll have a date to prom, I mean it will be my senior prom next year after all. I'm scared time has gone by so fast. I'm not ready to say goodbye, or to start my future without her, or even plan for college. I need help...