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my soul to you endures...for eternity..(my baby..)
02:33 Apr 17 2007
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As i watch you lay there in that hospital bed, i think of how fragile and small you look to me, how i remember you so tough but sweet. Hoping that you are the greatest and toughest of them all, and you prove yourself worthy by pulling it out of this surgery. You tell me not to worry as you will be fine but i worry anyway because the heart you own is mine. There are no words to explain how i feel, this pain is killing me that makes me wait the time till you stand again. Forgetting everything that is not you i remember all that i love about you, and in my heart and yours you'll always know that i love you.



You will always be my hero, for if you were to die my soul would go with you, as my heart for we can never be apart... my love is true and it only stands for you. My hero that is what i call you, but i will never forgive myself for what happened to you is that of my faulty lack of interests. Don't be afraid for this is no suicide letter it is simply my expression of love for you. I promise that your eyes which are so blue will look into mine and say i told you i could do it.



To the One. The Only. My Love. My Soul



Love always and forever eternity



your Baby Gurl

eaving in out and out osing insides outs..
02:24 Apr 17 2007
Times Read: 546






today i feel like my mind losing it, and my hearts wrenching into a million little shards.. my insides smell like the vomit off a pavement..my body weighs as much as the shadows of ground zero. I dont know why i feel this way, the way i have always has been the same and now its not .. now i feel as though i will jump into the sky.. and break the stars take half by half and turn them to ice..leave the sun for those who don't deserve it.. leaving it will eventually lead to revenge on the whole town of your invasion.. why i break this vow to myself oh well imagine how this could be.. my ears tear blood red.. my sight turns black and i see everything as if it were night again.. as if this rein of terror starts again.. my rein of power starts all over again.. i shouldn't have left.. i should have come back and claimed my true love for him.. but that's all over now what's done is done he shall move on with himself.. and learn to love another i am no longer his problem.. to worry over. I will sleep now, back to the coffin of my darkness. back to the solitude all over again..until then farewell and pleasant nightmares and someone once told me...