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How could this happen? Obsession, falling too fast... my feelings I can't control. I didn't want this to happen. Even though I've been praying for an angel to save me. Save me from what? How can someone who doesn't even understand me, save me? I don't blame him though.. I'm too dificult to understand. Too dificult to love.. He falls around me. Lately he's been everything to me. I want to fix myself. I don't want anyone to see me like this... especially him. Fucking disaster is all I am. He deserves so much better than me.