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Today I hate my life! Why do I feel so wrong! I hate you go get out of my life forever! You never trust me! I'm never gonna change I will never be the same! Today I cry because no one is there for me! I'm sorry i'm never gonna be perfect! If i'm never around please don't cry because we both know that you hate me! Well i'm gonna tell you something I reather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not! Take my life away! Kill me for I'm stupid and don't wanna live here any more! Take my life I have no time to cry!

Why should I care? Why do you compare me to my own brothers? I don't wanna be them or you I just wanna be ME! Leave me the fuck alone! I'm tired of this shit! I'm tired of how your always there! I wanna scream and I wanna bleed so just let me be! I have pain so deep inside of me I'll never be the same! I have been let down by my own parents! Someone please help me, but wait...NO ONE CAN! I don't belong here! I feel like my mom doesn't love me and my dad is never there! I don't wanna breathe I wanna be dead I wanna know how it feels! For once I want to be me NOT you! SO GET OVER IT! I'll NEVER BE YOU! I'm sorry if I hurt you!





By: Hilary!

Why is it when people tell you things thats not always true?



I'm screaming in this room full of people, but no one hears me! cause i'm broken deep inisde no one can fix whats broken within me



Why do people have to hurt other people? I'm so broken inside that I can't even tell anyone.



I'm screaming in this room full of people, but no one hears me! cause i'm broken deep inisde no one can fix whats broken within me



Can I be a mistake to this world? Do my friends really care? Is any one there? Is any one there? please somebody help



I just really wanna cry I feel ashamed, I feel like i'm in search of something that isn't really there!



I'm screaming in this dirty room full of hypocrites! Oh God, Just help me please!



Forget me forget life cause we all just screw up life! They all say that we can survive this life, but they lied to us.



I'm screaming, screaming, screaming, but no one hears me!





by: hilary!

Darkness is a powerful word of the unexpecting

Darkness is evil

Darkness will tear you to pieces so do be careful my dear

Darkness is in my cold broken heart

Darkness is full of hate not love

Darkness lies don't listen

Darkness has the demons please someone help me a cell full of spiders crawling everywhere

If you speak darkness shall kill you

I have darkness inside of me its slowly killing me

Painfully once again I ask someone please help me!

Darkness is haunting me for I must have done something wrong

wait before I end this please don't leave me behind this is an awful place

The tears run down my face saying,"i'm so alone oh God oh dear God please help me" I scream into the pure darkness

Darkness be gone for you shall NEVER return to my heart to take over my life again as for I have God in my heart

Darkness shall be forever gone within me for the light of God is burning deep inside of me

I say one final time "DARKNESS....BE GONE!"





by: Hilary