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01:19 Jan 11 2026
Times Read: 40


Dragon Communion...
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You are beautiful❤️🔥
Big drama in gaming club already. That's my oldest nephew has our Snapchat group labeled anyway. But my 15 year old nephew's girlfriend broke up with him last night. It's interesting because when I had met her while I was there visiting a couple months ago she was over-the-top all over him so... in my experience, a sudden change like that usually indicates they're suddenly interested in someone else. And it's like, yeah, you're 15, that's normal... Of course, you can't say any of that to him. I mean, look, when you're in your 30s, and your partner leaves like a petulant baby with the emotional maturity of a 15 year old THEN you can complain to me xD
I love my nephew, but... He made this girl his entire existence. While she still enjoyed friends, and activities, and school, he made it to where the only thing he had was her. And... that's just no way to live. It's great having someone, but you need more in life that makes you happy. Because then if you lose that person you feel like you'll never be happy again. You need to know who you are on your own, unattached. Live YOUR life, figure out who YOU are before you converge with someone else.
Yeah, you try convincing any hormone crazed teenager of that🙄 People just don't know how to be alone. There's so much obsession to couple up or you're completely worthless, and I just don't believe that. And that's coming from a Libra, the symbol of partnership, whose whole life is about being with the right person. That's my thing though, I'm not desperate, I don't settle for less than who's right. I used to, big time. All through my 20s was one after another settling for way less. I learned eventually. So I get it. Being young, and dumb, and thinking a relationship is everything. He showed me the breakup text from her which was basically a long line of, "You're too needy, I can't give you the attention you deserve or require." Like I said, this girl has a lot going on, she's super ambitious, and my nephew, much as I love him... is not. He was trying to convince her to give up her dreams, and go to some blue collar school with him after high school. And it's like, dude... don't be that fucking guy. Don't encourage her to give up her happiness for yours. Find more that makes you happy cause obviously she has plenty, and you're sitting there sad, lonely, waiting for her every second she's gone like a dog. That's pathetic.
But again, they're 15 so it's like... just get over it xD Cause eventually you're gonna meet someone you'll never get over. You might move on, you might find happiness, you might find peace, but you'll never be over it. Not really.
I did get a good laugh reading her text though cause in the last line she was like, "Goodbye forever, have a nice life, hope yoi find true happiness out there." Umm... you live in a tiny town, you're gonna see each other at school on Monday xD Ya'll are too fucking much.

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00:01 Jan 08 2026
Times Read: 91


I've successfully gotten my two oldest nephews addicted to Fallout 76 xD I gave the oldest my PS4, and the other got a PS5 for Christmas, and they've both now joined me in the Wasteland. And it's like herding baby ducks, I swear. There's just a lot to learn on your own in any Fallout game, you kinda have to figure out surviving yourself. It's difficult teaching every little thing to them, how to build your character, how to craft, how to mod, what everything little thing does, and trying to get them leveled up to at least 50 to boost their survivability. Problem is that one of them is all about running quests, and events, and getting XP, while the other just kinda wants to loot, and explore, and pick flowers. And that's fine, even off on his own there's really no consequences to dying. But if you want all the cool stuff like jetpacks, and mutations, and quality of life shit that makes the game more fun, you gotta do the main quest.
The oldest was also asking me about Nightreign. Oh boy xD He has played... some Elden Ring. He can't seem to make it to Stormveil because he doesn't understand grinding up Runes for levels. I told him, hey, if you come across something you can't fight, just run past it. But now he runs past everything xD And he doesn't grasp the concept of locking on to your target so... he just kinda swings wildly, and misses most of the time. So yeah, I don't quite think Nightreign would be his game, but I've also seen worse players so maybe. I had a round earlier with a Scholar, and a Recluse, and the Recluse was the better teammate... So that's fun. The Scholar seemed cool until the night 2 boss fight where ran up, dropped, and pinged a Devourer's Scepter, and I guess was mad no one took it because he turned proceeded to do most of the fight waving it around while not actually attacking or helping in any way. Like, dude... I had Moonveil, and Carian Slicer, I'm not dropping either for your collasal hammer bullshit weapon. You fucking use it. I guess he realized his little protest wasn't really affecting us at all because after the two of us got the boss down to about 20% health he jumped in to help. Of course, I go to block him after we win, and see he's got the platinum. Some of the absolute worst players I've met have had the platinum, I can only imagine they were hard carried. Not everyone is confident enough or crazy enough to solo every character. And funny enough, I went after Sentient with most of them. I did Augur with Revenant because she does crazy lightning damage, and Gaping for Executor because he has a decent enough dodge for it, and he's exceptional with frost, and bleed which are both real good against Gaping. Everyone else got Sentient. Sure, it's technically a two boss fight which would make it seem more difficult. But the scorpion is really slow, and their attacks are highly telegraphed, and you can use their huge body to block the month's magic missles if you stay on the opposite side. So then all you have to worry about is the poison, and charge attack because certain characters, aka Guardian, can not dodge. I'd probably choose Caligo for him if I had to do it again because she doesn't move very fast, she requires less precision dodging. But Sentient is also a good choice for everyone else because they're super weak to fire and bleed which are generally pretty easy to get. So despite being a multi-boss, they're probably the easiest, for me personally, to solo.

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00:25 Jan 07 2026
Times Read: 121


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09:55 Jan 06 2026
Times Read: 157


When boys fight, and no one's paying attention to the pretty blonde...
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Fellas... Elden Ring has enough drama xD
Big point down at each other before Wylder storms off, and sits down with Ironeye chasing after him. Like some fucking lovers quarrel xD
I love how instead of running over to celebrate our victory with me, they immediately rush to insult each other like big babies. Throughout the entire round, Ironeye kept going off on his own and dying. Like he was deliberately going the opposite way whenever Wylder pinged. He'd then die trying to solo a boss, and die again trying to get his shit back. I expected him to leave several times, but he never did. Which is unfortunate... because come the final boss fight, he's dead a lot. And Wylder, understandably, completely refuses to help revive him. But I don't want to be a dick so every fucking time, every fucking three bar, I do it myself. You should really be considerate of your other teammate when you decide to be petty. Sure, I could've let him lay there, but I didn't think it was that deep. People aren't obligated to follow you in game. Yes, it's better to stick together, but while Ironeye was off getting his ass constantly handed to him, we duoed most of crater, we didn't need him anyway. We didn't need him in the final fight either, but I didn't want to be an asshole.

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00:53 Jan 05 2026
Times Read: 192


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After this luck I don't think the game will be giving me any more fire weapons for a few rounds xD
Grafted Dragon is another weapon I passed on for months, and am now realizing how good it is when you're a fire build. I think I avoided it because it's a fist weapon, but honestly there's really no difference in range between punching, and using a dagger so...
Also just now noticing Ironeye had Rivers, did not see him use it the entire time. I'm not mad, I swear xD In this instance he should've given it to Scholar anyway since Scholar has the highest Arcane between us. But whatever. Some people just don't get how to be on a team.

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08:39 Jan 04 2026
Times Read: 230


A prime example of why I hate playing with Recluse.
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Day one, the Executor drops a Carian Regal Scepter right fucking on top of me. I walk away. I politely allow the Recluse to have it. I'm running a fire build, it has no fire spell, we're going against ED Caligo so I want fire, and figure I still have time to find it. So I'll be nice, let them have their precious moon staff. End of day 2, no fire. Executor again drops an amazing weapon, the Sword of Night and Flame, probably the best fire sword in game besides Rivers. Recluse runs over, grabs it. Now I get that the night part of that sword is that it can turn into a magic sword, magic or fire. Which makes it a PERFECT sword for Duchess. Not the bullshit caster who spends all game standing in the background shooting moons at everything. Like I've said, Recluse can melee, they just refuse to. In this particular game, the Executor, and I both died to the fucking frost dragon while the Recluse stood two fucking feet away watching us die because they were too afraid to attempt to run over, and revive us. I was tempted to leave at thar point because if you're going to be worthless... But them taking a literal perfect sword for me that they 100% were not goung to use because they're too much of a bitch to get within melee range, yeah, that pushed me over. Good luck babysitting, Executor, that useless idiot is going to die to the dragon trying to cast a single spell. Then I had another round, again going against ED Caligo, start of day 2 my idiot teammates go after an Ulcerated Tree Spirit. I relent, and stop to help them mostly because it's on my way to Mountaintop. Doesn't take long to kill it. The Undertaker then pings castle. Nah. Already wasted enough time on stupid bullshit, I'm going to Mountaintop. Having access to Mountaintop while doing Caligo... You don't necessarily NEED the frostbite resistance because I've ran her plenty without. But it helps a lot especially if your team isn't a solid three, and Undertaker kept dying so... they were not. So yeah, it's my general rule that I'm headed up the mountain as soon as possible day 2, with or without you. If I have a good weapon I can clear every field boss there, besides the frost dragon, on my own. Had Rivers so definitely wasn't worried, left them to fuck around stupidly where they pleased because it's not on me to tell anyone where to go despite Undertaker continuing to ping their location many times. Yes, I see you, I get it, I'm not coming. And it takes them all fucking day to fight whatever was up there. I cleared most of mountain by the time they finally left castle, and at that point the rain is coming in so neither could get the frostbite resistance. Wylder tried climbing up to the frost dragon, I'm just like... you gonna fight that, in the rain, with zero resistance? Lol ok. No, see, you had a choice, do one boss in castle or multiple in the mountain. It's the same bullshit as wasting your time fighting that stupid dragon outside of city. You chose wrong. You chose very wrong.
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By the end of this fight, I was ready to fucking die. I don't think the resistance would've saved them, they just weren't good enough. But Wylder also seemed like he'd just given up. Like, dude... you must've known, you both must've known, why, why, WHY would you choose castle... over mountain? You're even guaranteed a gold weapon drop from the frost dragon so there's just no logical reason to force castle in this situation. I don't get it.
And to end it all... I get a round where end of day 2, rain coming in, we hit the duplicator in city. Undertaker dupes Grafted for Revenant. Revenant has been sitting on the Carian Regal Scepter so I'm hoping instead of giving me useless Grafted they'll dupe the staff for me. But apparently they're just not that smart. Look, Grafted is great... if you have time to grind it. The entire point of Grafted, if you're not into heavy weapons, is yoi get a small buff to your stats for any enemy, big or small, you kill. So running out of city you're gonna get like... maybe five kills, and that's the extent Grafted was going to help me, basically nothing. There's no point in taking or duping Grafted for everyone if you don't have time to grind a bit. Meanwhile, that staff would've been incredibly useful for me. I didn't expect them to give me theirs even though Revenant can't do the damage Duchess can with it, if you're using it, cool, but holy fuck, people NEVER dupe it for me. I had Shattering Crystal, Rancorcall, and Reduvia so I had excellent equipment. Still. I'd like for people to use their brains.

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03:41 Jan 03 2026
Times Read: 261


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Carian Slicer has become one of my favorite spells, especially against the Valkyries. For the longest time I thought it was garbage. I get it now.
Of course, as usual, the Recluse was a three bar multiple times during this fight. Which is exactly why if I get a good staff, you're not getting it. Just because you chose to play Recluse or Revenant does not mean I automatically owe you every staff, seal, and starlight shard I barely manage to get my hands on. Especially when you're just gonna die constantly anyway. Carian Slicer is an extremely close range spell, it's basically just smacking things with a magic sword so you'd think Recluse would immediately toss it to Duchess given the opportunity. Nah. People like to sit on equipment they're not using that they get no benefit from. I don't get it. The Wylder withholding the Carian Regal Scepter, the Ironeye with Rivers... Sure, Ironeye CAN use Rivers, but 99% of the time they'll grab it, stash it, and spend every fight doing 10 arrow damage from a mile away, and somehow they'll still end up dead. I just need to stop looking at my teammates equipment, it pisses me off, and makes me hostile towards them xD Do I want to win or do I want to watch the boss absolutely body you for your insolence... Tough call~

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21:52 Jan 02 2026
Times Read: 299


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You're a nerd, and you don't know what yandere means xD
Ok, well I guess if you're not like... an anime nerd you probably don't.
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I know it sounds bad xD But if you've been in a relationship with me... you know that's me. The thing is though, most yandere will become incredibly violent, stalkerish,, murderous towards the person they love if that person leaves. I guess I have too much self-respect for that because when somebody leaves, I let them leave. I'll probably be upset about it, maybe even for a long fucking time, but I'm not gonna fucking chase you, and if you, for whatever fucked up reason, need to be chased to feel wanted or validated, you shouldn't be in a relationship, and you should probably grow up mentally past the age of 15. Not gonna stalk you, not gonna watch you, not gonna care who you're with or what you're doing if you decided you don't want me around. I'm pretty great so like... nah, don't need your time or attention, I'll be fine without people who wanna be little bitches, and run away just to see who follows. That's not attractive. I may be a chaotic Hell vixen, but I deserve more stability than that. If you wanna leave, leave. If you wanna be a man, stop fucking running. I am the most violently possessive, loyal, overly affectionate yandere you'll ever meet. But even I have boundaries.

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09:02 Jan 02 2026
Times Read: 339


I did it~
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My Nightreign platinum🖤
The final trophy it took me so long to get required beating any Nightlord with every character, DLC characters excluded obviously. And I just had no interest in playing anyone but Duchess. And I knew I'd wanna do it solo because I'm not going to be the dumbass that anyone has to take care of. So I just didn't think I'd ever actually do it, but... decided to try. I didn't particularly have trouble with any of them. I'd say Recluse is the probably the hardest start because if you don't get a good staff right away, you're just kinda screwed. So I tried to utilize her more as a hybrid character because people always say Recluse can't melee. She absolutely can, and she's a lot like Duchess if you slap a dagger in her hand. Obviously she's better off using her magic, but she can use melee weapons effectively. Oddly enough the characters I was most worried about turned out to be the easiest, those being Raider and Guardian. I don't do big boy characters, I prefer to be small, and fast to big, and hard hitting, but they didn't give me much trouble. Raider has a surprisingly good dodge so... I don't understand why people can't dodge with him. Guardian basically has no dodge. But he's a blocker, not a dodger. I don't do blocking though so my first act as Guardian was to throw away my shield xD Followed by my halberd because the largest complaint about Guardian is his pathetic damage output. And that makes sense for him on a team because on a team he's meant to shield, and draw aggro while throwing out the occasional poke. That doesn't work for me in solo. I don't want to spend an hour shield poking the final boss into chip damage oblivion. So I threw his base equipment out, boosted his arcane, and gave him a mace with beautiful bleed damage. Worked pretty well. Revenant was probably the easiest because of her summons. Although interestingly, I see a lot of people say to give Revenant your starlight shards because her summons use up her mana. That's 100% not true. They regen over time, never once needed a shard to summon them. People also whine that she needs to be buffed. I think they must all be playing her wrong. Because she's more than capable with incantations. I took her up against Augur with a lightning build, and completely destroyed with minimal effort so... yeah, I don't think she needs to be enhanced at all. The problem is that too many idiots wanna do the meme tiny girl with colossal weapon build instead of leaning into her natural affinity for incantations. That's a you problem, not her. I honestly don't think any of the characters particularly need to be buffed, they all seem to function as intended in the hands of a capable player. So basically... this just confirms for me that most people just suck xD I already knew that.

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