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I have nothing left But to lose myself in an abyss of sadness and tears I have nothing left But to accept defeat and wish you happiness I have nothing left Your return today would be an impossibility And this, that wasn't love, that today you deny What you say never happened Is the sweetest memory of my life I once had hope In the bottom of my soul That one day you would stay with me And I kept an illusion That nourished my heart My heart that today has to see you only as a friend And though I lived in love and completely mistaken I don't care Because this was the love On my part, the most beautiful, the biggest love And though you'll always deny it, for me it was beautiful. It was beautiful.

I thought that i was starting over when i gave my heart,

my shattered heart all taped together, so delicately holding on.

when i handed it to him, i thought it would be in good hands,

guess i was wrong. have you ever felt an undeniably strong feeling something isnt right? like your other half is hiding things from you and you know it but they deny it to the bitter end then flip it about and make it about you... your not understanding... your an asshole because....



i'm so tired of lies and secrets...



then to boot you learn the one you called best friend for years never even thought of you as such.



its all like getting your fucking heart ripped out of your chest and just getting it stomped on.

all my old friends that i used to speak with i turned away because i met my significant other. its too late to say i'm sorry to them, they dont remember me or they dont care to know me again. which alright i suppose i deserve it.



my heart is lonely, like its missing something... i want to cry but i wont allow myself to do so. hello my sweet bitter loneliness..... you have never let me down.