ever feel like your taken for granted? like your just there to fill in.. sort of a temp til something better comes along?
been together for 6 years just about and still he talks to his ex that he never really broke up with to begin with. and i feel he is just with me just for our kids.
i was in a 15 year relationship with a man that i stayed with for my childs sake til i got tired of it but doing so really messed with my first daughters head and i feel horrible about it, i dont want to put my babies through that. my heart hurts cause of this. i feel used and unworthy. i thought that everything was going good then all of sudden she is back in the picture again. she seems to rear her face when things are well enough and i feel strong about us shit like this always happens. i dont know the woman and feeling threatened by her... i almost hate her... it saddens me because i try to never use that term loosely.
i wish i had someone to talk to. someone that will listen and not judge and try to genuinely help me through this. i feel crushed i just want to cry. =(
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