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damn... valentine's day.... i've been so damn single for 4 years now, i'm beginning to think that i'll never find what i want most... ha.. i sound so *bleh* ~*sighs*~.... lonely? stupid?

i still miss my ex something awful and i dont know why it is that i do...he doesnt think of me.. why do most females get attached and stay that way?

well, heres a monday night... the whole household is sound asleep and i am yet again alone... it's a good thing for my best friend... we, she and i go out and just have a blast hitting on guys and them hitting on us.. and in the end... i come home alone to a cold bed and no one waiting for me. i often find myself questioning my existence... but then i look into the most beautiful pair of brown eyes... and i know i am never alone. my daughter and i make an awsome team.... she is my mini me and my very breath... my whole reason i am still here.



yes... (in rebuttle to one of the comments left and a rating of 7-... i understand.. and yes there is soooo much more then just my twins... but thank you just the same for taking time out of your way to read and comment. )