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My darling father Ra. WHy did you leave me so long before near the nile river. We said our goodbyes as i cried. Because i did things that you disapproved of. You left me father. I still hurt deep down with in. I was your precious daughter your light your love and the nite. You were all i had left .. I truelly cry for i hope soon you will forgive me after all these aeons.. I know i killed so many and did so many wrong things. I only did what i felt was right. I did what i felt was cleansing this world. Now i look back and i see how i was hated. See how so many turned against me. Yet you still remain the voice in my sleep . You still remain the sun that shines above me speaking telling me you love me that no matter what i decide you will always be there. I'll always be welcomed home.. Yet you tell me i have a fate .. I have a destiny. When i see it all before my eyes. I grow unsure if i can succeed into this.. If i can do the right and make you proud and win this battle. yet my powers grow as the nites and days past. My heart becomes stronger. My wings began to show once more. For my name is finally comming out in the open .. After for so long i stayed hidden. Now i stand proud i show my face i show my soul my aura and my name. I stand proud for who i am.. Your daughter your little girl..



For i have no shame..

So many things unknown to so many of the past. I hate to constantly remind them i left him. I left him near the abyss. That is where he remains at times. There are times he pops up in the alley downtown in the nite. Speaking of longing and wanting me to return home. Still once more i tell my dark prince no. He does not understand that i am here for reasons . So much for me to do.. He will never understand .. I do love him will always till ages pass once more. Yet my poor love he must understand that we have eternal time. Soon i'll return home soon. I know deep down he is on this same plane as i. wandering and looking about for me. The only connection we have is the astral plane and our soules and hearts.. But for now these things will do for us.. My lovely destine I'll return home soon. Don't give up hope baby.

de kash mesh ... We will always be strong as long as our hearts and soules remain intwined.. No one can defeat us...