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spent all last night in the hospital:(

Mom took me to vote (first time ever!) and i had a 103. fever too! after we were done we were going shopping for dinner and i realized i couldn't breathe! i almost passed out. so Joe's mom rushes me home, Joe dragging me into bed and leaving to go back to the store with my mom to help finish shopping. i slept. then i tried to eat but couldn't manage much i tried to go back to sleep but couldn't breathe. so we went to the hospital got home at 4 am. i went to sleep, just now woke up.



Ive been diagnosed with Asthma, with acute bronchitis aggravating it. nothing new, i had it as a kid, but i never thought i would have to be back on all that stuff again,



I haven't smoked a cigarette in a week since i got sick. so that can't be it. I don't smoke near as much as Joe, sometimes i go weeks without then i will have times when i can smoke way t much, but they took chest xrays (What do you call Ray once he has been killed by a truck? an Ex Ray! haha) and they said my lungs looked very healthy.



Oh yea, and when i voted i was listening to Nirvana on my MP3 player. now, every time i tell someone about he first time i voted i will have to tell them i was listening to "Rape Me" lol.



I did vote against Prop 8, and Joe, who is mildly against gay marriage told me he did too, because he knows that it means alot to me. isn't that sweet? Im sad that it passed anyways. even sadder still is that i just know that my mom voted for it. Joe's mom too, they were announcing it and Joe's mom, i kid you not, said, "Well that'll teach 'em." i responded with telling her anybody should be able to merry who they like and that they aren't only taking away rights and benefits for gays , but that it will effect straight marriages as well! she didn't believe me.



im just glad that for once i feel hopeful about the state of our country, because no matter what the outcome was history was made, and i was a part of it. no denying that. is it wrong for me to feel all giddy about joe voting against Prop. 8? i mean i just see it as something so sweet on his part that it makes all his moms slights and insults a bit more bearable.