Today was good, I had a house full of kids , and a dog and of course our cat. they watched movies, played, and gave the dog a bath and walked him. Honey's dad got out of the house for the first time in about 2 and half weeks. then I cooked fried chicken, rice, and peas. and it was yummy. then he came back with a peace cobbler, and it was yummy too. I had some real great company on line today, funny, smart, witty, and fun loving. that was the best part of my day. and I watch a real good CSI, about vampires and werewolves. so now I will try to go to sleep, or maybe watch cold case.
I feel no pain, it almost as if I don't feel a thing but rage.this use to feel like home now it's void. I don't even feel like I have friends and I've felt this for a couple of day's now. and I swear I was up to almost 60 now I'm at 31.95, this cant be right, it got to be my fault. suck my ass. for all I feel is rage....
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I have been here before! I know exactly how you feel!
oh wow that is rough,take a deep breath and relax :P
feeling better today, I still get tired easy. but at least it not like the sick tired. and my brain is working better, I can chat with out feeling drained. so I hope my friend come on line so I can chat with him. I am so thankful to him, because he stayed on line with me even though I couldn't think right. just going to try and pace myself though. I have a habbit of feeling better and moving to fast.
well today was blah, sick so I didn't do much. I chatted a little, posted in the coven, cooked dinner, and read just a little.ready to go to bed. so blah- blah -blah......
I'm having feelings for some one, I don't want to jump in to fast. And I don't want to mess up what we have. so I'm just keeping to my self for now. Although I find my self wanting to be with him, when he's not there. any way I'm sick, I think I have a touch of flu. so juice,soup, and rest is all I am doing. and dreaming ....
wow it has been below zero, some time -15, here in Anchorage, right now-6. ya which means not getting out much too damn cold. my babies dad hasn't gotten out, I wish he would. I've been stalked for the first time, and I have stalked for the first time. wanna go see my mom but so damn cold to go any where. Honey has been having fun with her friends this weekend. I'm glad she has gone to her friends house, cause I'm tired of a house full of kids.
He is so angry,I get so tired of his attitude. oh my I have held this in so long how do I start? all I know is I need to be with my daughter, and she needs me. I wanna go to my moms for a few days,so he can get a brake. I'm rocking now,i need to check out. this site is my life and my out. I am stating to hate him.
oh how he has changed the world,with a smile or cry.we all stop to adore him. may all who see him find life, in a lifeless word. for those who never known joy become gay. for he is only but a few days old and I would die to see him live, for he is my prince. this is about my god son Javonni. and he is a prince in my heart and mind, how I love him already. He is but four day old and he just came home today. bless us all.
today I was inducted, first I was a little scared and shocked. Now I am okay the coven is not bad,the coven master is smart and nice. And I like the fact I can learn some new views.And I again felt energy being taken from me, I called out and received a great energy. I felt as if my body was growing.I allowed to let my brothren drink, of me for I know in turn will be given. And I have made a few friends. And me and my daughter had a mother daughter day, watched the fire works. The only bad part is when her dad smacked her and I smacked him back, then he smushed the crap out of my face, it still sore. But I'm ok because he knows I will stand up to him with NO fear,and I will stand up for our child.
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Why did he smack her and where?
Glad to have you in the coven, akeldama!
But: MAN... I cannot believe a father would & could smack his own daughter!
You go, girl, for smacking that horrid horrid man back!
(Sorry about your face....)
*HUG*
Poor Honey :(
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DianicXWitch
02:05 Feb 02 2011
Sounds Delicious !!!