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I am over whelmed with a sadness that i wish i didnt' feel right now.... i have fallen for a guy.... a great guy.... we started dating.... then in a drunkin stuper i told him somthing that i should have kept to myself.... for now he wants to "take a break" i am torn in which direction i should now move to.... do i close myself off again.... or keep my heart open in case he does return to me? i am at a loss right now.... and all i want to do is drink him away... drown him out of my mind with a whiskey lullaby....