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What's The fucking shits I do and why I do It?

On the first I don't knowwhy I do that in the first times of my life I was exesting By the Fucking "Jihad" that on ISLAM I was strived to join some groupes here on Algeria But I didn't because I was so young to do ..................!? Realy I can't understand the people those who I lives with them our moral our Goal there not the same also the type of education not same I try to finde who I am and why I'm here why God found me ....etc, on my head so many shits about friendships,Love,God and spécial friendship and God because

those they are the way to love I try to find somepeople who can understand me here on this country but no more then 10 guys whos can understand me and I love them as my family,

I want some people who I can make with them a amazing groupe just for friendship and make from them my eternal brothers and sisters for life keep and protect them from any things can make them bored or angry I ......! I don't know what ?

Now I'm a Satanic guy because I'm so tired and bored from the religions and the laws of that , I thinks right now I'm free for some time not more because I write what I feel realy not just to write here on VR but this my real feeling.

when I take a religon to practice as On ISLAM all is wrong they have just 10 or 20 things Is good those good shits all about Good and Mohamed (the perfect person on all world fo all times ) I feel my self as a slave I don't have any right why because I'm under the human body not more but I'm more then that if any religion give Us a chance we can do more then our body can support for exampel on the ritual magick we don't need a greet body to cantact with the other Side ,but the religion don't give us this favor but that try do limited us, anyway I respect all person who believe on any religion and respect the God him self.



After the part of the Islamic religion I was inpired By the most amizing things and religion that I respect It's the christianty the sweetness and love on Jesus christ and holly mary , I have a good memory about this part of my life but one thing I see very much Miracle and I wanted to that happend with me on my problem on my foot that happend with me after a crash car ,for that I leave the church .

let me make you some things about my real feeling the people who I think I can love them them more then my family ,I think they try to go Far of me .



the most people who I love they are my great family I can't explain them on a few words they are more to tallk about them (Kem, Ryu,Rowena,Jill,Chris,Lady Raven,Joe,lordanpu.............etc) they are my famiy that's true they are far of me but they are the only people who can make me smile a feel good they are my beloved brothers and sisters .

I think I can vampyre not a vampire some people know what's the differnt between the two words.

Now I want to brun my self to die because I thinks I cant be the "Y" any body can be the "I" when he just suck and drink the blood but it's so hard to be "Y" On the Strigoi Vii World the "I" what I was, Now I have to join a house this only can devlopped my talents and cansacer that to the very larg world of night any where.



here I'll tell you what's my feeling THE HOUSE OF NOCTEM AETERNUS it's my hope wher I can find who I am , people who I can devloppe with them my talents and love , I still always hope to get the love from them, I wasn't know what's my way and why I'm here , I strived for a long times try to know that on Islam and christianity