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The color black is every where,

It’s all that I can see.

It surrounds my heart and my soul,

It’s all that I can be.

I’m undeserving of color,

Death is all around.

My soul is black and tired,

I cannot make a sound.

Black’s the color of silence,

Darkness and defeat.

A reminder of useless memories,

A disease I cannot beat.

The color black consumes my life,

It makes me say goodbye.

It hides away the answers,

And makes me wonder why?

Black’s what represents my life,

It’s all I’ve ever known.

It hides the pain I always feel,

Never to be shown.

Black is how I feel today,

It’s who I’ll always be.

It’s what prevents me from showing myself,

I know I’ll never be free.

I cling to desperate memories

that’s all it seems is there

I don’t know where the others went

I don’t know if they care



All I loved has disappeared

Drifted far away

All that’s left is these memories

I’m praying that they stay



Memories are all I have

But some I wish weren’t there

The ones that tell me I’m nothing

The ones that just don’t care



The memories make me feel complete

They give me reason to be

But the misery it hides itself

And this I cannot see



The memories they linger still

Always in my head

Forever saying who I was

And filling me with dread



This is all that’s left of me

The memories that remain

Driving me gradually

Making me insane

All that’s left is darkness

Shadows in my head

Bringing on insanity

Wishing I was dead



Darkness is the foundations

The comfort and the pain

Nothing left for me to lose

But nothing left to gain



Darkness takes me to a place

I no longer want to be

Bringing to light these questions

But answers I cannot see



Darkness tells me who I am

And helps me hide away

Taking away my soul

Not knowing what to say



I tell myself that this is it

Its all there’ll ever be

Darkness is all there is

This darkness… this is me