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so why do I still feel so stupid and why do I feel like nothing has worked out in my favor I see things both ways but others don't always I know the react,yet I can only say what I know and even what I see weather it fits your plan or what you say I only know what I was told,but still I feel stupid almost everyday of my life even though I've been told I'm way more smarter then I think I just don't see it because what's hard is easy to me and what's easy isn't easy to me,ugghh unfortunatly I gauss I don't know anymore?!