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pathetic!!!!! i have so many people who claim to be my friends yet they completely (even though i constantly mentioned it) forgot that my birthday was on the 24th... how sad. all day long and not a single one of my friends called me or sent me a message to say happy birthday! no, no! nothing is special about a person's birthday! especially thier 18th! on top of that...i woke up that morning with my first migraine and even though i'm engaged and that's nearly all i talk about, i got kissed by a guy who is no longer afraid to show his feelings to me since i am finally a legal adult!!! happy f***ing birthday to me!!!!

i'm surrounded by friends and though i love them to death i'm still so freakin lonely!!! i miss my baby so much...i love him. i wish i could see him right now or at least talk to him...oh well. i'll be married to him in a couple of months...YAY!!!