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Let me be perfectly honest with you, world. I have came and went plenty of times. Closed accounts. Opened new ones. I find myself coming back because there is just part of me that craves something.. different. I have many problems and issues scattered across mental health and physical health. I am not saying this for sympathy, but just for basic understanding. Depression, anxiety, and asperger's syndrome are just to name a few.



Lately because of certain situations I have been feeling suicidal. This is the only place where I have felt that I can be my weird, psychotic, goofy, idiotic self and not be tied to a real life identity. I don't want anyone figuring out who I am. I don't want to talk to those that know me. Sometimes, this can make it tough for me to get rid of stress and things that weigh on my mind. Sometimes, an outsider's perspective and a few words are all it takes to help change the situation in my head, if only for a little while.



I am not here strictly to help my fucked up head, however. I am here to make friends. Real friends. To get to know people. To share my knowledge and wisdom. To have knowledge and wisdom shared with me. Maybe find that one piece of me that I feel like I am missing. I highly doubt I will. Hell, I don't even know why I still feel like I am missing a piece of me. I have a great life most of the time. But I still feel like there is a hole somewhere. May have something to do with suffering from depression and current personal events. Nevertheless, I guess there is more to come soon. Gonna lay here and stare at my bedroom ceiling for a while and hope to get some sleep.