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Why Am I Here?



Why am I here?

I'm so depressed

So caught up in fear



Holding everything against me

Every little grudge

Thinking everything is my fault cant you see?



I'm hurting inside and out

Thoughts run wild in my head

Wanting me to scream and shout



Him screaming at me

Making me want to die

His anger of me he can no longer hide



I'm battered and bruised but not only me

he hit me , yes he did

but he said he wasn’t thinking when he hit our only kid



He told me he loved me

He’s sorry and he wants us back

I can't say no because I thought he held the key



The key to my heart

He broke it I hope he knows

That we will forever be apart



Our son in a foster home

You in jail

Me in a casket all alone



I didn't think you would take it this far

Killing me

I guess for you wasn’t hard at all



First you hit me

made me bleed



I thought you loved me

Thought you cared

You told me "with out you there is no me"



That was all a lie

I see it now

As i lay there and die



I hope your happy

Hope this was your dream

Hearing/seeing me bleed and scream



Why didn’t I leave?

I don’t know why

At first he told me he would never make me cry



Why was I there?

So depressed

So scared of him

So caught up in fear..