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what a day i want to kill, scream, cry ...............well my life is so upside down right now and no one will ever know why.



funny thing is that i like to be someone else just for fun it gives me a break from every day life ,it's our world right ? so why can't we make it what we want......... i live in a wolrd were the man i love can't stop telling me how much he loves me and wants to show his expressions by making love to me every day :-) not a bad world right ladies ? i think that is b/c in my real world that doesn't happen it's stress and who will get the kid or money , money is always going to be hell ....

what i'm saying is thank you for giving me this place to vent and to tell someone or something how i feel today b/c i have a hard time doing that .... i have this friend and they make me feel so good and i smile that is what life use to be and i really for got how i miss that part of my life . do you ever wonder why ? well wait that is a stupied question ,







and what about the people who just don't have a heart at all tonight i say fuck em. so now i will end this b/c it's time to start my day over again