chris is so beautiful and wonderful !!! he is my black and red angel i love him but can't tell him because i am shy and afraid of how he will react to what i feel for him i wish i knew how he feels about me and wish he knew that i love him !!!
yesterday i went to my friends baby shower and was so excited for her she is so big now it makes me want to be pregnant i love babies and someone there had a four day old baby omg he is so cute and tiny i held him for so long i didn't want to give him back i am so excited to have babies !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! babies are the cutest things ever !! hehe especially half vamp babies !!
today i spent my day wondering how i will know if i am in love i think i am but i am not sure it is making me really confused and upset and my ex-boyfriend (who i think i am in love with ) is with a new girl so i don't even know if he still likes me it makes me really depressed to think about him and to make matters worse he is moving soon so i won't even get a chance to try and get back with him but no matter how hard i try i can't get over him i miss him also there is a guy that i really want to get to know but i never get the chance to talk to him cuz i am way too shy and he is a senior so i don't think he would go out with me cuz i am a sophomore this is way too much to handle i feel like crying cuz i am so upset my question is " why me ?"
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May I shed some light on the situation?
1. You are infatuated, not in love.
2. He doesn't like you like that anymore. I think this would be pretty obvious by the fact that he is your ex, and is with someone else.
3. Work on getting over him.
4. Why you? Because this happens to everyone now and again. Life will go on.
5. How can you know you're in love, or even begin to understand a concept as deep and meaningful as what it means to be in love if you can't even grasp how to use punctuation in sentences?
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