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Haven't really been on in a while, but not to much has happened. It sucks being on crutches because life just gets really boring. Suprising on how the things that I thought were boring seem really fun now. It must be because I know that I can't do them.

Why is it that whenever things start looking good, they end up being worse than before. If things are bad, I wish they would at least stay bad instead of going to crap. At least it would be a little better that going up then down even further.

Well, for some odd reason I keep thinking that something really bad is going to happen. What bothers me most is that I can't think of what it could possibly be.

My parents are driving me crazy man! I just want to hurry up and finish school so I can get the hell out of here. The sooner I leave, the sooner I can finally start up on my life.

You know,the day began like crap but towards the end it wasn't that bad. I really should wait until the end before I decide to judge the day.

Man, its almost like everything is falling apart and there is no way for me to stop it. Its like one minute everything seems to be good, but the next everything turns to crap. I'm gaining more and more problems and running out of ways in dealing with them.

A lot of people will tell you that you should strive to achieve your dreams. What they won't tell you is that they want you to achieve the dreams they want you to. It's like they don't care what kind of life you wanted or are trying to get, they only care about the life they had planned for you. The worse thing is that when you say that you don't want their life, its like you stabbed them in the back and they no longer want anything to do with you.

The only thing I can say to those people is that they can go to hell, because I'm going to live my life.

Well, the good times were cool while they lasted. Things aren't bad now but they can be better. I guess I should be thankful that they arent worse.