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The mind is said to be our strongest link to the universe and to god himself, for it creates, senses smells, and the unforgettable touches of the feelings in our own bodies, that it encounters in every day life. For if a rose looks like a rose than by all possible means it should also smell as sweet as a rose. So the experiences that we encounter now may only be fragments of our past encounters. So is us as mortals reliving lives pains, loves, and struggles only within the confines of our minds. For if our future is yet not written like the words on these pages than, what I have given is as a puzzle, and maybe, just maybe we are seeing the pictures of yester years for the last time in our dying souls. For what happens when we finally reach those last few hours of our demise, Shall it all end and no one shall see the pictures that made up an enjoyable life that we call our own.

Life to me is a full circle that bends and intertwines around others. For wherever another circle touches yours, this is where you have had some effect on another living soul. But can this circle be so large that every person is connected to one an other in some way. For if it is, a complete circle, what happens at the time of death? Do we get reborn in the same life that we previously have had, trying to right what we did wrong, or does it start on a different circle that is close at hand and live that life to how we see fit.

Friends have been a great inspiration her on VR. the emotions and feelings and the chats that we have have gained my knowledge of those who have the same problems with illness and todays busy society. Our rush rush life have left many mortals emotioneless shells that work all day and come home to eat and sleep. for we sometimes forget the needs of others. My thoughts and feelings i try to help others with this emotionless rollercoaster. my words are from a friend to help, comfort or soothe the alemeants of this cruel world. For if we do not change the actions now are future looks dim and mortals along with all walks of life may be in for a bleak future. thoughts of this corredid mind, for life is meaningless with out friends and the love of families. Thanx to all the great friends I have met here.

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BornfromDeath
04:20 Apr 22 2008

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I spoke with my mother today, her battle with cancer is in the final stages I believe. she is getting worse everyday I speak with her. My heart is so heavy with emotion I sometimes feel sick, my mother and I have just got back together and now I am ready to lose her. thoughts run thru this head of mine yet my actions are dissappointing. My brother is with her now and tells me to stay and work and he will call, yet i feel i should travel the 1200 miles to see her, yet my mind no's i can not stay and wait for the dark moment. the doctors gave her 6 months to a year to live, and that was 5 years ago yet her mind and determination is strong and pushes on. loss , confusion what to do

Families a feeling I have not felt, coming from a broken family I had no concern for this mortal feeling. I had left home at the age of 15 and stayed with my friends. worked and created the life I have now. Latley my mother was diagonised with cancer. So after 20 years I ventured back home to see her. Fearing the past would rear its ugly head and nothing would have changed, I was on the defence all the time. I was wrong the emotion of her and the sight was a powerful rush of emotions. a loss of time that may never come back. a tear I did shed for the pain and loss of time. a descion that I made in life now has cost alot I shall never recover from. Now my life does revolve around her, I have made amens and now try to catch what shallow time I have with her left. She refuses treatment for she watched her husband go thru this, I do understand what she means having lost several friends to this plague. Life is short, never give up on those in your life that means so much...................a plague that is sweeping this earth, and has no remorse for who it has taken.........

Boy today has been wierd, hurt a friend that meant alot to me and yet I am a loss for my actions. Home life sucks and take it out on everrything and everybody, controll is the minds passion. lock doors and let no one enter for my passions and beliefs I hide to let no others mingle. strentgh to hold my hurt for my eyes shall not weep. no a tear shall not pass to let others no I hurt. friends are my passion and my words a riddle.

Can a mere man be so weak in his very heart that everyone of life’s spontaneous challenges can in itself portray a life and death struggle to his own solitude and sanctuary. For its not life’s unpredictable challenges that give us so much hate and confusion in our life, but it comes from what is stored behind locked doors of every persons dark mind. For this is our golden temple such like Atlantis. For we create an utopia and yet we destroy it at the same time that we cherish it. For every life also holds in time an unknown end. Our hopes of a better life for us, our spouses and the children that we have bared and reared with our wisdom. Cause the children of today are the leaders and thinkers of tomorrow and for the millenniums that come and go