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Is death but a dream state that we go and finally rest from this screwed up hustle of life, the world is ever changing and in some ways it’s not good? For the time of fun and innocents are long but gone. Strive to enjoy your life and those in your life for the shadow of death will soon come to haunt you.

Ripples of time flow on the enchanted waters of my mind, yet the morning mist still covers most of the autumn shoreline for the beauty of its red and orange colors still hide from my every roaming eyes. I sit on the water’s edge searching for the sun to move the mist away and bring on the days new adventure. But yet it evades me like that of a love given yet not received. My forget fullness seem to be more apparent a side effect of the medication I am on, yet sometimes it scares me on how much I lose in just a short time. Memory flashes in my mind like that of a lightning storm over the horizons in Montana; Glimpses so fast yet soon forgotten like the years of yesterday.

If this age that has to come to be I do not want any part of it. The sands of the hour glass seem to speed up and the youth I once knew is now forgotten and wrinkles and soreness grasp me in their clutch. Our destiny is not known for the path we are on split every second and confusion comes abruptly if we stop and look down the paths which are not taken. We march on like ants in a concrete world looking for nourishment to keep our life going, yet only seeing more and more walls as we push towards the horizon and the search for the fruits at the end of its vastness.

Riddles and puzzles or more apparent in life’s struggles for every step seems to be another obstacle or burden for the gods amusement. Pawns on a chess board waiting for the battle that never happens and yet waits in the wind like a solemn leaf holding on to the branches in an autumn storm. Clouded words I put here to reason with the darkness I have been in, death is no more a thought yet there is nothingness, plain and simple nothingness. Words of inspiration I love to create and pictures off the beauty of the world seem to be not there. They say it will get better, I do hope and pray for now I am just sitting by the shore waiting for the mist to fade away from the shoreline.

As I have journey thru this life, two things seem to be said for my perspective on it, it’s not the fear or meaning of life or death for we are given chances to exceed or fail based on us or society. It is that of here or there. For if life is not clear, we live for here at this time and think of there. Or do we live in a fantasy life more apt to our liking than live here in this society of violence, drugs, and death. Things from a child were so relaxed and good, even though it was filled with hardships it still magical there. Here the world has become grey, people are against people and we work to live and die. And tremendous difference between here and there can be seen in every persons thought or dream. Yet we seem to go on. People needs to or well society needs to go back to the basics of everyone is created equal and we all help and take care of each other, For this here will soon end if the path is not switched. And last thoughts will be there.