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it seems like everyone i know is getting with someone. the last relatioship i had lasted 1 year and was a huge wreck. now i can not find anyone. i am tired of all these games everyone is playing and all i want is to find a soul mate. my soul mate. someone true hat i know i would fight to the death foe no matter what. i see one reason it is hard to find and keep a relationship is beacuse the guys these days have no respect. they are trashy and abusive. then after a gril has went through torment she loses trust in guys when the person that cares for her and wont hurt her is right there! now neither of them will be happy. or there is the good oly "i am just notin to you" thing that kids pull off these days. what fun

you know, i watch as time passes by. every day i see people die, i see the uncontrolled darkenss fill peoples hearts. but even in the in the prsence of the worst hate there is still a small light. the light is called love. if people could learn to love again than the world would be better. but people have forgoten love. they sit and watch people die and if they do help it is out of guilt or shame. so it is up to the people who have hearts to make a change. it is our time, right now. in the darkest of days it is up to us to take the torch and lead humanity to a new age.

well her i am writting in this journal thing. there is not much to write about in this moment but in the future there will be. i am going to write about my past in the next few chapters when i get around to it