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MY CALLIN (A PERSONAL ARTICLE)
15:31 Nov 17 2006
Times Read: 588

My Calling





I couldn’t get out of the car fast enough. I ran to my baby who laid on the side of the road. The very sight of him made my heart fall to my knees. I loved that dog as a mother would love her child. I examined Samson and discovered he had a fresh cut on the center of his head, that looked as deep as a water well, and blood flowed out like a waterfall.

As soon as my mom saw this she went into a panic mode. “What am I going to do?” She said with tear filled eyes and had a quiver to her top lip. The very sight of my mother in this condition made me feel sorry for her and want to help. So I decided to take things into my hands.



“Mama, calm down this is what we are going to do; we are going to get Samson to the animal hospital.” I picked Samson up and put him in the back seat. I didn’t want him back there alone so I claimed in the back with him. “Ok mom lets go.” She started the car and slammed on the gas pedal. “Mom, slow down before you kill all of us!” I said hold on the front seat with one hand and Samson with another.



“Ok, ok you know stuff like this makes me nervous!” She said as drove towards the animal hospital. All of a strong smell of strong raw meat filled the air. “What is that nasty smell?” My mom asked in disgust. I looked down and I saw a river of blood rushing out of Samson’s head. I looked around for something to stopp the bleeding. I spotted my sister’s hoddie beside me. I grabbed it and applied pressure to his wound.



When we finally got to the hospital the doctors took him in the back. It seemed like they was back there forever and the only thing I could do to keep my self calm was to keep telling myself everything was going to be all right. Hen the doctor finally came out to speak to us I felt my heart begin to race. “I’m happy to say that your lovely dog Samson is going to be ok. We simply just needed to put stitches in his head. We would like to keep him over night just to be safe of course.” As the doctor was telling my mom and I this a feeling of relief washed over me and it felt like I could breath again.



On the way home my looked at my with a slight grin. “What are you looking at?” I asked out of curiosity.



“You, today you really made me proud of you, you took things into your own hands as if you have been doing that for years.” She said with a slight grin.



“Doing what for years?” I asked even more confused now.



“Working with animals, you could be a very good Veterinarian one day, you should think about that as a career.”



“ Maybe I will,” I said as if it was no big deal but inside I was really thing I have found my calling.

CHEERLEADING BLISS (A MONLOGUE)
15:30 Nov 17 2006
Times Read: 589

Setting: Sara is in Detective Judy’s office tell what happened after her little sister Judy was locked up for killing her best friend Kathy.

Characters: Sara, Judy, Josie



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“Ok here goes, this all I know about Kathy’s murder here the story from the beginning detective Judy. It all started when Kathy came over my house so we could go to the mall. Yes Detective Judy she went to my school also we was both seniors and she was our head cheerleader. I remember what Kathy was wearing the last time I saw her. She had on her royal blue and white stripped cheerleading uniform and had her long blonde hair in a spiral curl pony tail. I remember asking her if she was ready to go shopping, she said Yup, and I can’t wait.



Then that’s when Josie tried to become friends with Kathy again. Josie is my little sister she was always weird It was like she was jealous of my friendship with Kathy or something. I don’t know why she was jealous it’s like Kathy was Josie’s role model it was almost as if Josie wanted to be Kathy or something. Anyways Kathy was tired of Josie always bothering her so she just snapped. She blurted out; don’t you get that any body like you? If you so much as look at me again I’ll make your somewhat of a life a living hell. And don’t think that I can’t because I’m the head cheerleader. Josie face turned blood red so I took Kathy by the arm and left before anything else happened.



We went to the mall and met up with the boys well Devon which is Kathy’s boyfriend took her to another table and I knew something was up because Devon and Kathy had been fighting about them having sex at prom.



I knew that by them having this conversation it would end up in a bad way. I say that because the first time they talked about prom night it ended up with Devon hitting Kathy. So I sat a couple of tables away so I could ears drop. Well Devon asked Kathy if she thought it over and she said yes and she still didn’t want to go trough with it and that’s when Devon blurted out. What I told you, you didn’t give a fuck about anybody else accept your fucking self! Kathy started crying so I had to decide between sitting there and watch him treat my best friend like a dog or stand up for her. I decided to take up for her of course I means she’s my best friend. I remember that



I was full of rage I started screaming you can’t treat her like that! And he told me to stop melding. I replied by telling him he was a scum bag and he didn’t deserve Kathy. Kathy looked as me and told me she could handle it and just walked out of the mall and Devon Started screaming I’ll kill you, you cold hearted winch. Then he went running after her. As if he knew he had missed up big time. No maim I sure didn’t go after them I decided Kathy had to handle this herself because after all it really wasn’t any of my business. Plus I figured that they would just make up by tomorrow morning like they always did. So me and Jonathon stayed and ate at the snack bar. When we finished eating we went to the parking lot and got into Jonathon’s black hummer.



I pulled out my cell and called Kathy. I though she should be home by then. I let the phone ring five times before I hung up. I got an uneasy feeling, I told Jonathon no one picked up lets go over there to check just to see if she is ok. He thought I was just over reacting, but he took me over Kathy’s house anyways. When we got to Kathy’s house the front door was open. I knew something was wrong. I knew Kathy was scared to stay home by herself. I ran into the house and into the living room it seemed no one was there. I ran up the steps to Kathy’s room. I turned the light on and what I discovered was Kathy’s bloody body lying on the floor. She was there stripped down to her bra and panties and covered in blood. Well I didn’t do anything I had no reaction I couldn’t move I remember telling my self move and go get help but I couldn’t move.; I was in such a state of shock. Then Jonathon came into the room. He had to call the cops because I was in no condition to do anything at the time.





That’s when you arrived and asked us some questions and I told you I thought Devon killed Kathy. I remember how mad Jonathon was at me, you know we broke up because he said I was crazy to think Devon did this to Kathy but you have to understand at the time all the signs pointed to Devon. Well after you interviewed us Jonathon took me to my house.





The next morning my mom told me about how Kathy’s mother was in such a state of shock when they told her she was hospitalized. I decided I had to go to school as I looked through my closet the phone ranged. It was you telling me Kathy died of twelve stabs to the chest. You examed her for rape, and there are no signs of rape. But you didn’t find any DNA on her body either and you let Devon go. But there was still one missing piece of the puzzle. Kathy’s cheerleading outfit was still missing and you think who ever murdered Kathy had the outfit. I remember thinking that if it’s the last thing I do, I was going to prove Devon was the killer so Kathy’s soul could rest.



So I went to Devon’s house and no one was home, so I remembered that Devon always kept the basement window open so I claimed through it and went up to Devon’s bedroom. I know I shouldn’t have done that but Miss Judy you have to try to understand what kind of mind frame I was in at the time. Anyways I searched every square inch of his room but I found nothing. I knew that I had no proof on Devon and I had let Kathy down so I spent the next couple days in my bedroom crying. Then it came time to go to Kathy’s funeral so I was looking for my black dress but I couldn’t find it. Then I remembered that I let Josie borrow it but she was at beta club at school so I went into Josie’s room and opened her closet door. But I didn’t find my black dress. Instead I found a bloody knife in a bag and Kathy’s cheerleading uniform in the back of her closet. I remember thinking what should I do should I turn her in or act like I didn’t know any of this. I mean she is my baby sister but then I came to the conclusion that my baby sister just killed my best friend and she had to pay for her crime.



So I put the items in my back pack, called you and told you to meet me at the school and when I got to the school. Josie was in the hallway with the beta club. She was just standing there like everything was at peace and she was as innocent as an infant. I remember just screaming you killed her Josie. Everyone in the hall stopped and watched. And of course she just looked at me and simply said what are you talking about?



But I knew she knew what I was talking about so I simply asked her why. I took the knife out of my back pack so she could see her lies weren’t going to work. Then an evil glare rushed over her face and it made my stomach turn. Than she looked me right in the eyes and said, I was sup post to be head cheerleader and you were sup post to be my best friend. Not just my sister because you had to. That bitch thought she was better then me. She wouldn’t even look at me; well the last thing she saw was my face. I remember at that point I knew that I just lost my little sister because she had turned into some sort of monster. And that is when you came and took Judy away. And that’s it, that’s the whole story; it was no problem for me to help all I wanted was Kathy’s soul to be able to rest.”

Jelouis heat (Still being worked on)
15:10 Nov 17 2006
Times Read: 590






Chapter 1

“I will always love you and after high school, I want to live my life with you.” Taylor said as he swept Autumn into his arms and kissed her deeply. Autumn gazed into his emerald shade eyes and took in his sent.



“Hello back to planet earth,” Phyllis said shaking Autumn’s shoulder bringing her make to reality. “What’s wrong with you, you’ve been like that the whole class and the bell rung like two minutes ago.



“Sorry I was daydreaming again, you know how active my imagination is.” She said getting up from her desk and gathering her books. In the hallway there were corner to corner people. Autumn sighed at the sight of this she knew there was no way she was going to make it to class on time now. She had to get to the other side of the school to get to English class then go up two sets of stairs. But most of all she would miss walking by Taylor Baker her crush. Immediately she began to make a plan there was no way she was going to miss the chance for Taylor to notice her. Ok, ok I can take the stairs now and go down that hallway that should save me about two minutes.



“Sorry Phyllis I can’t walk with you today I’m going to be late bye.”



Autumn ran up the two sets of stairs and raced down the hall and about half way there she spotted Taylor coming her way. Ok stay cool and look sexy. She slowed her pace and added a little switch to her walk. Taylor was about a foot away from her and then some girl yelled out his name and he went the other direction. Man he was so close and he didn’t even notice me. Who ever that girl was isn’t going to get in my way of getting Taylor to notice me and she just declared war



After class she had lunch and usually ate lunch with Phyllis but not to day. She found out some info on the girl who called Taylor earlier that day. Her name is Eva and she just started going there a couple weeks ago. But the most important thing she discovered was Eva was Taylor’s new fling and his date to the junior prom. And Autumn was about to have that.



In the lunch room she spotted Eva sitting by herself. I wonder why Taylor isn’t sitting with her. This is the perfect time for me to move in closer on the enemy. She walked over to Eva. “Hey I’m Autumn, what’s your name?” Eva looked up at her and looked relieved someone approached her.



“I’m Eva aren’t you the girl that writes the advice column in the school’s newspaper?” She said with a slit grin on her face.



How does she know more about me than I know more about her? “Yes I’m, how did you know have you asked for advice or something.” Autumn asked.



“I write the editorials in the newspaper remember and to tell you the truth I have asked for advice before too, my code name was New Girl.” She said with a tent of redness in cheeks from being embarrassed.



“I asked you how should I new girl fit in at a school that has so many groups to pick from, and you said to just be patient and friends would come. Well just to let you know your advice was right except I didn’t get any friends I got a boyfriend instead.” Eva said as her honey shade eyes lit up. Just then Phyllis came up behind Autumn and tapped her on the shoulder.



“Hello, did you forget about me or something?” She said tapping her black and white checkered converse.



“No, no don’t be silly I was just introducing myself to Eva my new friend. Eva this is Phyllis she’s my best friend.”



“Hi I’m so glad to meet you guys; maybe we should go out sometime to the mall or something?”



“Yeah maybe, we should definitely do that sometime.” Autumn said. Phyllis gave her a weird look while Autumn tried to act like she didn’t notice her.



“Ok bye I got to go see you guys tomorrow.” Eva said leaving the table. Autumn waved at her. Autumn looked at Phyllis and gave her an evil grin.



“What are you up to?” Phyllis said what to know Autumn mission.



“Ok, Eva is Taylor’s little fling and I’m going to break them up.” Autumn said proudly.



“And how are you going to do that?” Phyllis asked wishing she never asked.



“I don’t know, right now I’ll I’m trying to do is get in close in personal with little Miss Eva first.” Autumn said evilly.



“What ever you say, are you still coming to the newspaper meeting today after school?”



“Are you going?” Autumn said as she checked her makeup in a pocket sized mirror.



“Um yeah I’m the paper’s editor duh.” Phyllis said annoyed.



“Ok see you there; I gotta go to the little girl’s room bye.” Autumn said as she walked away from the table. I wonder where Eva went to; maybe she went to the restroom. When Autumn was inside the bathroom she was upset to find no one in the restroom. She went in the stall and closed the door and began to gather her thoughts. Gosh were could that girl be I need to make sure she isn’t in some corner cuddling. I swear if I find her up on my man like that I’ll cut that bitch’s heart out. I don’t know what he sees in her. So what if she looks like a model with her long brown hair and honey shade eyes. I’m just as pretty as she is and I bet he’s just with her because he knows she’s a dirty slut. I don’t know why she tries to act so sweet and innocent. She isn’t fooling anybody. She was interrupted by the bell ringing and she left the bathroom heading for chemistry class when she spotted Eva and Taylor holding hands. At this sight she felt her heart drop to her stomach. Alright if it’s Eva he wants It Eva who I’ll become.



After Chemistry class Autumn went to her locker and got her books out for homework that night. Phyllis walked up to her and leaned against the locker beside Autumn’s. “Are you ready for the meeting?” She asked with a perk in her voice.



“Yeah so what is this meeting about anyways?” Autumn said trying to force a smile on her face.



“About our upcoming issues that were about to start working on, we need to pass out topic each person is going to write about.” Phyllis said as she juggled her book trying not to drop them. As they were making their way to the meeting room they ran into Taylor and Eva holding hands walking towards the meeting room as well. Autumn couldn’t help but to look disappointed. Just then Eva spotted her and ran over to her and Taylor followed behind.



“Hey guys, this is Taylor, isn’t he just the cutest thing you ever seen?” Taylor just looked down with a slit grin on his face. “Oh my bad baby this is Autumn and Phyllis, they are in the news paper with me and my new friends.”



“Hey we should hang out some time the four of us,” Taylor said.



“That would be cool, how about after the meeting around 9:00 tonight? We could all meet up at the pizza Hut on Maine Street,” Autumn said with excitement.



“That would be great!” said Eva. She turned and kissed Taylor on the lips and then took autumn by the arm and went into the meeting room.



After the meeting Autumn rushed home and looked through her closet everything is going to plan, I’ll have little miss Eva eating out the palm of my hands soon. Autumn thought as she picked out the perfect outfit for the occasion. She picked out a blue jean mini skirt and a hot pink halter top. With this outfit I’m sure Taylor won’t have the name Eva on the brain. She thought as she worshiped herself in the mirror. After she got dressed she went to Main Street to meet Eva and Taylor at the Pizza Hut. When she got there so was welcomed by an unpleasant surprise. Sitting in the booth in the far right corner was Eva and Taylor making out. That was the last thing Autumn wanted to see. What should I do…I have to do something to get them to stop kissing without making it seem like its bothering me. Okay I got it, I’ll just walk in cool and collective and when he sees my outfit it will blow his mind and when Eva sees how he notices me she we’ll get heated and not speak to him the rest of the night. Autumn walked in the doors as if she never saw them in the booth making out. She Eva spotted Autumn she waved for her to join them. Autumn slowly walked over to the table and made sure to add some extra hip in her walk.



“Nice outfit, I used to have one just like it,” Eva said with a smile. Autumn just looked at her in confusion she couldn’t believe she didn’t get jealous over the way she looked to night. It was obvious she was the nicest looking girl in the whole building.



“Thank you I made it myself. I don’t see Phyllis anywhere do you maybe she couldn’t make it. What a shame, anyways how are you two doing this fine evening?” Autumn asked as if she really cared. Every once in a while she would sneak a peek at Taylor and see if he was checking her out. But to her misfortune she didn’t catch him one time looking at her in a, you’re hot way. When she got home she kicked off her heels and turned on her stereo and jumped on the bed and stared at the ceiling wondering why Taylor didn’t think she was hot enough to sneak a peek at. I just don’t understand what I’m doing wrong, maybe I should try to become more like Eva he can’t keep his hands off of her. I just don’t see anything special about her. She has no spark…maybe that’s it he likes girls who do nothing but fit in with every other Dick and Jane. With that conclusion she closed her eyes and went to sleep.









Chapter 2





The next day at school Autumn spotted Phyllis at her locker. She walked over to her and tapped her on her shoulder. “What do you want?” Phyllis said in a cruel tone. This tone took Autumn by surprise.



“What is the matter my dear friend?” Autumn said trying to sound as if her smart comment did take any impact on her. Phyllis said nothing just walked away. “Well aren’t we a little fire cracker today!” Autumn yelled behind her, but Phyllis just kept walking as if Autumn had said nothing. Autumn watch her walk away until she couldn’t see her anymore. What’s next my parent won’t notice me. Last night I got no reaction out of Taylor and today Phyllis acts as if I’m scum under her shoes. What is going on?



When Autumn got home from school, she was emotionally drained. Nobody talked to her or even noticed she was still breathing. She went up to her room and cried she couldn’t understand why everyone was treating her so badly. What have I done? I haven’t done anything to anybody. Autumn’s weeping was interrupted by a knock at the door. I wonder who that could be. When Autumn opened the door she was surprised to see Taylor at the door. “Hey, what are you doing here?” Autumn asked.



“I was just in the neighborhood and I was just wondering if you were okay. You seemed kind of out of it today.” Taylor confused in a worried tone. Autumn gestured for him to come in and shut the door behind him. “Nice place you got here,” Taylor said as he looked around.



“Thanks, but I’m fine I was just kind of tired today that’s all.” Autumn replied trying not to sound excited that he even thought of her at all. Taylor looked at her and looked at her in confusion as if he was trying to read her mind. At the sight of this Autumn’s heart began to melt. “So where is your lovely Eva?” Autumn tried to ask as if she really cared.



“Um…You no to tell the truth I really don’t know and don’t care. She and I aren’t really clicking. She seems to be a totally different person these past couple of weeks.” Taylor could see the sparkle in Autumn’s eyes as he told here these things. I got her now; I’ll have her around my finger before she knows it. It’s a sad thing though because she really things me and Eva are broken up. “But let’s not talk about Eva and me; let’s talk about me and you.” He said with a smirk on his face.



Oh my god all my dreams are finally coming true. “What about us? I mean there isn’t an us. Autumn said as calmly as she could. Taylor moved close to her and wrapped his arms around her. He pushed her so close to him; he could feel the thumping of her heart. Oh my god what is going on here, what should I do? Just stay calm and play it cool.



“So is there an us yet? I want to be with you and you want to be with me. I see how you look at me.” He brushed his hand over her long caramel wavy hair. He pulled her in and tried to kiss her but she pulled away. “Autumn stop fighting it you know you want me as much as I want you. What’s the problem isn’t this you want? Don’t you want to be with me?”



“I want to be with you but what about you and Eva? I mean are you guys broken up or what?” Autumn said trying not to sound nervous.



“Yes, her and me are no more, okay?” He said as he grabbed Autumn by the hips and pulled her to him again. “But you have to do a big favor for me. Eva is taking our break up pretty hard so you have to keep us a secret no one can no. I mean she is taking it so hard she still thinks we go out and I’m just joking. So will you do that for me?”



“Um sure, whatever is best for Eva. I don’t want to hurt her anymore then she already is.” Autumn said unsure of what she just agreed to do. Taylor grabbed her by the back of her neck and kissed her. I must be dreaming, I can’t believe that Taylor is actually kissing me. This is too good to be true. Taylor took Autumn by the hand and laid her on the couch. “Wait I don’t think we should do anything. I...I... I mean my mom and day should be home by eight tonight so maybe we should take things a little slower.” Autumn said as she looked down at her sweaty palms. Taylor looked at his watch and then looked at her like we have all the time we need. Autumn what are you thinking this is the boy you been after since the eighth grade and now that you have him you want him to leave him alone. You have to do what ever he wants to prove that you are worthy of going out with. I have to stop being scared. “Hey Taylor what time do you have?” She asked with a smirk on her lips.



“Six-thirty, why,” Taylor asked with a grin as if he really knew why she was asking. Autumn simply took Taylor by the hand and lead him up the steps. At the top of the steps she led him into her bedroom. “Wait before we go any father you need to know…” Autumn covered his lips with her finger and ran that same finger down his chest and stopped at the waist line. She then hooked her finger in one of his belt hoops and led him to her queen size bed with black Egyptian cotton sheets and a black rabbit fur bed spread. Taylor laid back on the bed giving Autumn a invitation to what ever she pleased. “So now what,” He asked looking into her ocean blue eyes. Autumn looked back into his emerald eyes and she could feel what they were about to do was destine to happen. Autumn stood in front of the bed and raised her shirt over her head reveling her hot pink lace bra. Taylor loved the way the color complemented her honey kissed skin. She then took her pants off making sure to do so slowly just to tease him. Taylor just laid their and admired her in her hot pink j-string.



Jesus she is so hot and she knows what she is doing she thinks I can’t stand myself and she’s right but I’m not going to let her find that out. She probably thinks I’ve done this of thousand of times. Oh well I’m not going to tell her I’m a virgin. Taylor walked over behind Autumn and wrapped his sun kissed arms around her tiny waist. Then he began to slowly kiss her on her neck. Autumn’s heart began to race. She had never felt such bliss. Taylor could tell she was enjoying this because ever once and a while he would hear a slight moan escape from her pale pink lips. Hearing this made him more excited. As he began to lay her on the bed his cell phone began to ring. I started to ignore it but then he remembered that he was supposed to be home an hour ago. “Shit, I have to go, we’ll finish this some other time.” Before she could reply he was gone. Autumn laid on the bed wondering if tomorrow things will be the same or go back to old ways.







Chapter 3



At school Autumn was noticeably quite and for the first time she was trying top avoid Taylor. She accomplished that goal most of the day until lunch where he came up to her and just said hey and walked away. What is wrong with him? I must have done something wrong. But what could it be I have to find a way to make him like me again. I just wish I knew what that could be.



Autumn decided she wanted to walk home, she knew no body would be home waiting on her because her parents went on a business trip that morning and wouldn’t be expected home until the following Monday. She made it half way home when a black hummer came up behind her and honked its horn. Autumn looked behind her and saw Taylor in the driver’s seat. “Didn’t know you had a car,” Autumn said with excitement in her voice.



“Please this isn’t a car, it’s a hummer. Get in babe, let’s hang out.” Taylor said in a smooth sexy voice that sent chills down Autumn’s back. Autumn claimed in the passenger side and they took off. They came to a stop light and Autumn turned and faced Taylor who was paying attention to the road. He turned and looked at her and smiled and he grabbed her hand and that alone melted her heart. At that very moment she fell in love with him.



Chapter 4



They drove into a drive way in front of a big two story house. Autumn had never seen this house before, for that matter never been in that part of town before. “Where are we?” Autumn asked in a cautious voice. Taylor said nothing he just simply took her by the hand and led her into the front door. Inside was a large spacious living room, filled with expensive looking stuff. “This place is gorgeous, I bet the people who live here are rich.” Autumn said in excitement to see such pretty stuff. “Do you live here?” She asked as she turned to Taylor.



“Yes, but its nothing special.” Taylor said as if his place was a ruined down shack. Autumn looked at him in disbelief; she couldn’t believe he was so modest. He had to know how nice his house was. “Come on I want to show you my room,” Taylor said as he took her by the hand. He led her up a spiral staircase, up the stair he took her to the room on the left. Inside was a king size bed with black silk sheets and a black cassimere cover. In the far right corner was a cherry wood dresser and in the right corner was a plasma television.



Taylor sat on the edge of the bed and patted the space beside him inviting Autumn to join him. Autumn walked over and sat beside him. He gently brushed the palm of his hand over the boarder of Autumn’s face. This alone made Autumn go into total bliss. Autumn took his face in her palms and passionly kissed him. They laid back on the bed and Autumn claimed on top his torso. There she slowly kissed him down his neck. Taylor pulled his shirt over his head. Autumn admired his beautifully sculpted six pack the completed his cinnamon tinted skin. Autumn did the same as she began to take her shirt off Taylor became very excited. He pushed her on the bed and began to kiss him from ear to belly button. The combination of the message from the kisses and the hot breathes from his heavy breathing made moans escape her lips. Taylor then started to unbutton her blue jeans and slipped them off of her. Autumn than climbed back on top of

Taylor. There she started to unbutton her black laced bra. At the sight of this Taylor‘s heart began to race faster than the speed of light. Taylor cuffed her b sized breast and began to massage them. Autumn arched her back and made let of a loud moan.



Taylor jumped up by a knock at the door. He jumped up and locked out the window. “Damn it’s my grandmother, you’ll have to leave. I’ll tell her you were here studying with me for a history test.” Taylor said as he began to get dressed. He could tell Autumn was disappointed by the look on her face as she got dressed. He walked over to her and kissed her on the forehead. “We’ll finish this later ok.” Taylor said trying to sound positive. Autumn looked at his in disbelief, “really we will.” Autumn nodded and went to walk out of the room. “Hey Autumn, I thank I’m starting to love you.” Taylor said as she turned the door knob. Autumn said nothing she just smiled and walked away.



Chapter 5



Autumn sat by the phone all morning, she was expecting a call from Taylor that morning. But he never did, she sat on her bed felling abandoned. Then all of sudden she was surprised by a knock on the door. She ran to answer it at the door was Phyllis. Phyllis could tell Autumn wasn’t happy to see her. “What do you want; I thought you didn’t like me anymore.” Autumn said in an unpleasant tone.



“Please you know why I was upset. I was upset because of your little plan to break Taylor and Eva up. Well I’m over it now, and I have some bad news to tell you.” Phyllis said in an upset tone. Autumn just looked at her waiting for her to finish.



“Yesterday I heard Taylor at the pizza hut telling some friends that he is just using you for sex and the even worst thing about it is he is still seeing Eva. I didn’t know how to tell you because I know you really like him.”



“You’re a fucking lair, you really hate be don’t you’d do anything to hurt me wouldn’t you?” Autumn said as tears stinged her eyes.



“Autumn please don’t be like this, you know that I love you like a sister we’re best friends.” Phyllis said in defense.



“Until now get out!” Autumn screamed as she slammed the door in her face. Autumn ran to couch and sobbed until she was interrupted by the phone. “Hello, Taylor, I’m so glad to hear from you…. Ok see you in thirty minutes….love you too.” Autumn said as she whipped the tears from her eyes.



Chapter 6



When Taylor got there he wrapped his arms around her and passsionly kissed her several times. Autumn wanted so badly to tell him what had happened before but she decided not to because she didn’t want to spoil the mood. Taylor just wrapped his arms around her and held her for what seemed like forever. She let the warmth of his body and took in his sent of Black cologne. Taylor took his finger tips and lifted her face to his and kissed her.



“I love you to you know,” Autumn said with a smirk.



“Prove it,” Taylor said returning the smirk. Autumn took Taylor by the hand and led him up the steps.



Chapter 7



Autumn laid next to Taylor and watched him sleep. She had been lying there for hours, replying what just happened between them earlier. She had just made love to the man of her dreams, but one thing kept her puzzled, was what every one said that the first time is suppost to hurt. But her first time was pleasurable for her.



Taylor was woken by his cell phone. “Who is that?” Autumn asked as she kissed his shoulder blade.



“Don’t worry about it, ok its not for you.” Taylor said as he dressed himself. Autumn looked at him as if he had just punched her in the stomach. “What, look I just don’t like people getting in my business.” Taylor said trying to reason with her. He leaned on the bed and kissed her on the forehead. “I’ll talk to you later, ok.” Taylor said as he left the room.



Autumn laid there and thought about what just happened will affect her life. Maybe Taylor and me will end up getting married and live a happy life. Or maybe Phyllis was telling the truth. What if I’m Taylor’s little sex prop? What if he really is still together with Eva? Maybe that’s why he wants us a secret. Well I’m not going to be is little secret anymore. Tomorrow the whole school will know Taylor and Autumn are a couple.



Chapter 8



Autumn hated school on Mondays to her everyone seemed like they were the walking dead. But that Monday Autumn planed to get everyone interested in who she was dating, Taylor Baker. Autumn knew all she had to do is tell the news to one person and in five minutes. The whole school would know, but who should she pick to deliver the news. She needed someone she knew would have great pleasure spreading the rumor. Autumn scoped the crowd in the hallway. All of a sudden she appeared to her. Sara Jane, she was the writer of the gossip column for the school’s newspaper.



Autumn walked over to Sara, “hey so have you come across any good gossip lately?” Autumn asked as she walked down the hall with her.



“No. Why you know any?” Sara asked with excitement in her hazel almond shaped eyes. Autumn knew she had Sara were she wanted her now.



“Okay I’ll tell you. Taylor and I are totally going out now.”



“But I thought he was going out with Eva.” Sara said in disbelief.



“No he broke up with her along time ago.” Autumn said as she walked away. By the end of the day, Autumn’s rumor was the highlight of the school. But one thing disappointed her; she hadn’t seen Taylor all day. Autumn began to wonder if he even came to school at all that day.



On the way home she decided to walk again. When she reached her house, she was surprised to find Taylor’s Hummer in her drive way. Autumn walked over to the driver’s window. “Hey what are you doing here?” Autumn asked with a smile on her face. But that she quickly removed that smile when she noticed the evil stir, she was receiving from Taylor.



“What the fuck is your problem?” Autumn looked at him in confusion even though she knew what he was talking about. “Look bitch me and you don’t go out, okay. We just had casual sex, got it?” Taylor said in a cool collected voice. Autumn felt her body go numb.



“But I thought…you said you loved me.” Autumn said as she fought back tears.



“Look guys say stupid stuff like that when they are trying to get a girl in bed. It doesn’t mean anything.”



“At least to you, but to me it meant everything.” Autumn said now angry.



“Sorry babe, but sometimes things just don’t work out the way you want them to and this just happens to be one of them.” Taylor said looking at her coldly. Autumn watched Taylor back out her driveway and stood there for hours hoping he would come back and tell her that he really did love her.



Chapter 9



Autumn didn’t go to school the following week. She just lay in the bed trying to get over the stomach virus she had all that week. But she had also went into a stage of depression, she felt the earth move around her but she felt as if she was stuck in time. How could I’ve been so stupid? I should have known he didn’t love me. No body could ever love me. Autumn’s thoughts were interrupted by a knock at her door. She forced herself to get out of bed and answer it. Autumn was surprised to see Eva standing in front of her. “Hey, what are you doing here?” Autumn asked hoping it wasn’t for negative reasons.



“I wanted to talk to you about Taylor, if that’s okay with you.” Eva said with a slight grin on her face. Autumn gestured for her to come in. “I know about you and Taylor and I wanted you to know that I don’t blame you I blame him for what he did to you and me.”



“Thanks that’s really sweet, I’m really sorry this is all happening to you.” Autumn said truly sorry. Eva reached over and touched her hand.



“Taylor told me he was just using you for sex, and I want you to know that he took my virginity too, and I’m pregnant.” Eva said as tears ran down her cheeks.



“Oh my god, what are you going to do?” Autumn said in shock.



“I’m only a month along now so I’m going to keep the baby. We graduate in a couple months now and ways. I’m just going to keep it a secret.” Eva said looking down at the floor.



“I’m so sorry.” Autumn said sadly.



“Autumn, when Taylor was telling me about the two of you, I asked him if he used a condom with you and he said no. Have you been feeling weird lately?” Eva asked.



“Well I don’t think so; I’m just getting over the stomach flu.” Autumn said confused. Eva reached into her purse and pulled out a pregnancy test.



“I think you should use this.” Eva said handing Autumn the pregnancy test.



Chapter 10



Autumn rushed into the bathroom to get the reading from the pregnancy test. “Oh my god I’m pregnant.” Autumn yelled in total shock. Eva ran into he bathroom and looked at the test.



“Yeah that’s what the test says, so what are you going to do?”



“I don’t know, I can’t tell Taylor, did you?” Autumn said sitting on the edge of the tub.



“No I didn’t, I figured what would be the point be its not like he was going to offer to take care of it.” Eva said.



“True, I’m going to keep my baby and raise it by myself.” Said Autumn said with a slit grin.



“Hey we can raise our babies together; we could raise them as siblings since they have the same daddy. Eva said full of excitement.



“Yeah that would be great, but what about your parents? Mine I don’t have to worry about they are never here anyways so they wouldn’t even notice. Autumn said.



“I live with my grandmother, my parents died. She’s so old she doesn’t even know who I am half the time.”



“So its final we are in this thing together.” Autumn said smiling.



“Yup,” Eva said giving Autumn a huge hug.



Chapter 11



Eva and Autumn was now five months pregnant and graduated out of high school. They both were living in Autumn’s house since Autumn told her mother about them being pregnant. Her mother seemed not even to care and just told her don’t worry dear everything will be alright. Autumn was now working part time with Eva in a clothing store in the mall. They also went to college part time. Eva to be a nurse and Autumn to be a wedding planner. Everything seemed to be going great until one day there was a knock at the door. Eva answered it and was shocked to see Taylor. “What are you doing here?” She said as she looked at him coldly.



“So you and Autumn are having my babies. So why wasn’t informed that?” Taylor said pushing her aside and walking in the living room.



“Who told you that?” Eva said holding her rounded stomach.



“Please I’m not stupid do the math both of you got pregnant around the same time I was sleeping with the both of you.” Taylor said coolly.



“So what do you want?” Autumn said coming down the staircase after hearing the both of them.



“Relax the both of you I want nothing to do with you or your bastard babies. I just thought I would pay you a little visit. So what are all having?” Taylor asked looking at pictures on the wall.



“Eva is having a girl and I’m having a boy. Why I thought you didn’t care.” Autumn said coldly.



“I don’t but I am the father and that you must recognize and I don’t like not being told stuff and it has to do wit me.” Taylor snapped back.



“Please leave,” Eva asked hold the front door open.



“Okay for now but I promise this won’t be the last you see of me.” He said grinning.

“What does he mean by that?” Eva said shaking.



“Nothing he is just trying to scare us he just can’t stand it because we moved on with out him and he thought we were weak and useless. Forget about him.” Autumn said trying to sound positive. But in the back of her mind she knew that trouble was on its way.



Chapter 12



Eva was in the nursery painting it pale yellow. They had to compromise on the color since they both were having different genders. Autumn came in the nursery and took a look around. “It’s looking good so are we still on for tonight?” Autumn asked rocking in the cider wood rocking chair.



“Yeah to go pick up little Michelle’s and Jonathon’s cribs right?” Eva said rubbing her stomach. Autumn nodded, “I was thinking we should go for the clown theme its girly slash boyish at the same time. What do you think?” Eva asked sitting on the stool in front of the rocking chair.



“Sure why not.” Just then the phone ranged, Autumn answered it. “Hello….okay this is her….oh my god…thank you bye.” Autumn looked at Eva, “Taylor wants half custody of our babies and is taking us to court.” Autumn said as tears rolled down her face.

One of my favorite stories
13:29 Nov 08 2006
Times Read: 595

THE BLOOD BLOG

by Alex Severin



I started self-mutilating fairly early. I was 12 years old - in fact, it was on my 12th birthday.



Self-mutilation quickly became my religion - it is my God, it is my faith, my redemption, my salvation. Self-mutilation and the purge it allows me, the release it gives me, is the method I use to cleanse myself. It’s similar to the Victorian obsession with leeches and bleeding, I reckon. It isn't that different. Self-Mutiliation is just the modern (well, not so modern, really) equivalent of a sadistic old doctor with a well-used, battered, black leather bag and a jar full of ravenous leeches. I'm sure this neurotic, highly-strung woman would have been a regular visitor to such a doctor had she been around in that era.



The way I like to do it is very regimented.



My ritual goes like this -



First, I must be stressed to the point of screaming, which, in my line of work (psychoanalysis) isn't hard to reach. If I am stressed to that extent, then the release I obtain from the cutting and bleeding is all the greater.



Everything has to be set out just so. I always shower first and swab the area I am about to cut with an antiseptic solution.



[SAFETY IS ESSENTIAL, PEOPLE! IF YOU INDULGE IN BLOODPLAY, PLEASE STAY SAFE, K?]



The room must be warm and I must be naked. There must be the flickering light from many black candles that cast long, dark, languid shadows on the walls that look like lovers basking in an after-glow embrace. I must sit on the edge of my bed, in front of my full-length mirror. I run my hands over my body, caress my warm sensuous curves and feel the goose flesh rise on my skin at my own skilful touch.



The blade I use is a surgical scalpel blade, sterilized and safe inside hermetically sealed packaging.



One of my favourite places to cut is around the edge of my areola. I make a tiny incision around the top edge of my nipple and I watch in the mirror as the trickle of blood makes its way down over the stiffening bud and I can feel the heat of my own spill as it travels slowly over my flesh.



My breasts are large enough that I can bend my head forward and lap at the blood with my hot tongue. The taste of that piquant metal is like a pristine-pharmaceutical head-rush. It makes my eyelids flutter and my heart beat faster. It makes my breath come in short gasps and it makes me wet. It makes me, sometimes - just sometimes - wish I had a permanent significant other here with me to share in my ecstasy.



If only *somebody* could make me feel the way I feel when I cut.



If only *somebody* could make me feel the torrent of pleasure the red bliss fills me with.



If only.



Lovers come and go but my scars are forever.



Love & Razors...

* The~Blood~Bitch*





Comments -



From | Bastard_Nihilist | 10th July 2004 | 07:18am

Oh great, *just* what we need - another fucking mopey, tragically-gawth bitch who cuts herself and bleeds in public about it. I’m so stoked. I’ll be back here real soon to pour over your every word whilst wanking myself into a stupor at your perfect purpleness. Not. Please die quickly and quietly.



From | Kinder_Horror_666 | 10th July 2004 | 9.47pm

Welcome to JiveJournal Blood~Bitch! This place is really cool, but some of the residents are assholes - just like any neighborhood.



;-)

I’m looking forward to reading more of your posts.



From | *Princess*Dark*Raven* | 11th July 2004 | 6:57pm

hi i cut 2 i love the taste of my own blood i’m hoping 2 find a donor soon kids at school all think i am weerd i don’t care i like it i hope i can find an immortal vampire 2 embrace me and bring me over 2 the darkness when i am older but not 2 old cuz i dont wanna spend eternitey lookin all old adn rinklee do u no where i can find a reel vampire



From | *The~Blood~Bitch* | 11th July 2004 | 8:48pm

Oh, Lordy! If I did know a real vampire, I most certainly would not inflict you upon them for an eternity. Regardless of how old you are, your spelling, grammar and lack of punctuation and capitalization are appalling. An eternity of posts like that would drive me to slash my own wrists... the right way. And I don't mean for pleasure either!



From | mindyourown.goddamnbusiness@motherfucker.com | 11th July 2004 | 11.17pm

You sick fucking bitch. You better knock this shit off pretty damn fast or I'll make sure you do, personally. That's a promise, by the way, not a threat. I ain't playing either; I'll fuck your shit up if you don't do as I tell you.



From | *The~Blood~Bitch* | 11th July 2004 | 11.42pm

Yes, sir! I shall cease and desist at once because you, a man so brave he will not sign his name, tells me to. Oh, yes, yes, indeed, I shall stop immediately. You are the lord and master of blogdom. I must comply, forthwith. Mmmmyes.



You'll fuck my shit up, will you? And what exactly does fucking shit up entail, pray tell? Is that some sort of paraphilia? Does it involve masturbating with my faeces? How bizarre. Maybe you should come see me on a professional basis. Sounds like you're in need of a little therapy, mister.



;oP



Shouldn't you be in school at this time of day, sonny?



From | ~BloodLover69~ | 12th July 2004 | 5.01am

Your blog is wonderful. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. It’s beautiful and I know exactly how you feel because I feel the same way.



I’ll be back here soon to read more!





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Subject: Feed that Fetish, Drink Your Fill... [ 12th Jul 2004 | 9:30am ]

[music | Carfax Abbey - Ketamine ]



[mood | Contemplative ]





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Blood is an acquired taste and not everybody who has the urge or the desire to try it out for their self likes it once they have indulged. Some people over do it on the first occasion; blood is a purgative so if you ingest too much whilst losing your vampiric virginity it will more than likely make you vomit, or at least feel terribly nauseous. Go easy on your first trip out to paint the town red.



Blood.



The smell.



The texture.



The taste.



The combination of wet and dry, sticky and hot, when you rub it between your fingers, over your lips, into your skin, is interesting, exciting, sensual. The very stuff of human life; it is what pumps through our beating hearts and carries itself to our vital organs, carries oxygen to the brain, it is what clots to save us from losing to much of that precious potion should our skins be breached by accident or by deliberate force or by act of God.



The blood is the life.



The sharpness - that hit of bitter metal that itself feels like a blade, then turns to warm, liquid honey as it slides luxuriously down your throat.



Blood is God and God is bleeding.



Drinking from yourself is fine, but drinking from somebody else is divine. That embrace, warm bodies entwined and writhing together, exchanging sweat and hormones, hot, wet flesh getting hotter and wetter. And when the blade slides in, that delicious little cry of momentary pain. Your Blood Doll sees his or her self reflected in your eyes, mirroring your anticipation and your desire, hearts thundering together as they watch you watching the red river crawl over their skin. You lower your head so slowly, drawing out the divine agony of the wait - for you and for them - you revel in the arch of their back as they press their body so hard against yours it’s as if they’re trying to get inside you.

The first lick is fast - just a taste, a tiny ambrosiac morsel that makes you close your eyes and smile. It calms and enflames all at once.



And then you drink.



You drink deeply.



And then you kiss. Hot mouths pressed so hard against each other that you can feel their pulse throbbing in time with yours, blood and saliva mixing and running like red wine, staining crisp white linen like a first-time fuck.



God, can there be a drug in existence that could give me the rush that drinking blood gives me?



Love & Razors...

* The~Blood~Bitch*





Comments -



From | InSaneCloWnPoSseFan5842 | 12th July 2004 | 10:29am

sick bitch u r insane



From | SonjaBlue86 | 12th July 2004 | 11.56pm

Hell yeah! :o)= You should write a book of this stuff! I’d buy it!



From | ~BloodLover69~ | 13th July 2004 | 11.27am

Wow. What can I say? You write beautifully, Blood~Bitch. I’m gonna go wake my husband up and read this to him.



Thanks for sharing.



Blessed Be.



From | GothicRuin | 13th July 2004 | 1.40pm

I remember my first time. It was just like you described it. And the fantastic thing is, that every time is like that. Every time feels like the first time. Drinking blood gives me the same head rush too. I certainly couldn’t go too long without doing it. Every couple months I have to have some or I get a little cranky.

a great read
13:23 Nov 08 2006
Times Read: 596




drain the blood

A 'Vampire Red' short story by Alex Severin.

(The following short story is based on a scene in my novel, Vampire Red.)



Lily couldn't take any more. The knot in her gut would not leave and her stomach felt as if it was digesting itself. She felt sick, she felt guilty. She felt used. She was every psychotic's excuse for their own psychoses.



She felt tainted, poisonous and poisoned. He insides seemed rancid to her, toxic.



The guilt and the fear and the finger-pointing were taking their toll on Lily. She needed a release from the stress and the anguish and the guilt that was weighing her down, eating her up. She needed to be cleansed, be rid of the spilled blood she felt now flowed through her own veins.



Lily sat on the cold white-tiled floor in the bathroom and rummaged in her vanity case. She found a disposable razor and a nail file to pry open the plastic casing and liberate the instrument of her redemption.



She gazed at the razor blade, looked at it as if it were something mystical, something mysterious, something that held answers to unanswerable questions, and all she needed to do was feed it to gain that knowledge.



She drew the blade slowly across the pad on her index finger and closed her eyes, savouring the pain and the release it gave her. She smiled as her blood welled up like a glistening wet garnet. She watched, entranced, as the blood began to trickle down the length of her finger and into the palm of her hand. She sat there, eyes closed again, bloodied palm outstretched, her face beaming like an ecstatic stigmatic.



Lily raised her hand to her mouth and slowly licked at the red stream. The flavor of piquant metal on her tongue sedated her, began to thaw out the chill in her bones and made her feel a few moments of calm and peace.



But she needed more. Wanted more. A trickle was not enough when what she wanted was a scarlet gush to flush out the dirt. She had to cut deeper, harder. She needed to drain the blood.



She didn't want to die. She didn't want to not exist. She just wanted to bleed.



Lily drew the blade down the length of her forearm, deep enough for the wound to piss blood, but not deep enough to bleed her dry.



She felt the pristine chemical rush of endorphins and adrenaline kick in as the blood dripped on to the clinical white tiles and the pain made her shut her eyes tight and take in her breath sharply.



She looked at the pool of her own blood, warm, wet and fluid, in stark contrast to the cold, hard ceramic. She dipped her fingers in the crimson pool and began to write on the floor.



She wrote, in bold letters.



Vampire Red.

A colour.



Make the streets run vampire red, the Ministry of Lily had told their cult members via their website.



"Vampire red," she said. Her words echoed off the cold, hard walls and came back to her like the whisper of a ghost.



Lily cleaned the bathroom until no trace of blood was visible. She was sure that if it were to be sprayed with Luminol, it would look like an abattoir , but to the naked eye it was once again hospital white.



"Vampire Red," she whispered again a she closed the door behind her.