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I am both, it has been awhile hence I have been here and I truely miss my friends, but are they my friends? where were they when I was in the hospital, or in the safe house or being almost murdered, needed a place to go, they weren't anywhere. I am alone and now these days don't mind it so much. I used to feel sorry for myself but why, weakness, boredom, who knows, who cares, no one. I am alone and I like it you can't be hurt when your alone. Thanks to all my so called friends who were'nt there. I have no friends and it will be awhile before I trust enough to say I do have friends.I am not angry either I'm glad it was hard but it is better.