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First I'll start with the new feeding formula hemp seed oil and a fire herb or juice like cinnamon. Now I get to bitch my problems still aren't over with the rivals they are kicking my ass to the floor every 2 weeks with satellites wifi and fucked up meds. I keep on going back and forth with this romance thing it's definitely not the right time but all my problems are making me think about it. Without my problems it's really hard to make a connection without a lot of money status and a existing network of people.

I'm not Cheap at all I just don't have the money right now to be a boyfriend to somebody I'd have to find someone who really loves me and would accept like 200$ a month or something or 2 months to come see me and help take care of things. I need a nice car nice apartment nice clothes hair removal the ability to buy her things. I just don't have that I don't know when I will. The I think do I really need someone or is it just about the need for loving sex? I'm a very effectionate person but I have to be honest with myself once everyone's balls and ovaries are empty or tired of each other sex isn't an issue.

Then I think about arguing and annoying each other. It's been a big dilemma am I really going to be happy living alone and practicing tantra exercises so I don't need sex. It's going to take years to figure it out. Oh yeah I forgot it's even more complicated as a vampire finding someone everyone has a different story there's area's I can go in the city but not now and I don't travel well I'm not exactly like most vampires I've had no interaction with another vampire since I turned. I just need to get over my problems and see what happens I have this thing like if life doesn't give you something don't try to force it too much