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* STUCK IN A COLD WORLD, WITH NOTHING LEFT BUT AIR. FREEZING FROM THE INSIDE, NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO. SHE WALKED HER MILE, NOW SHES STANDING AT THE EDGE OF A CLIFF ABOUT READYT O JUMP, TO DROP HER BURDENS. SHE STARTS TO CRY BECAUSE SHE IS SO SCARED. SHE MAKES HER DECISION, AND JUMPS HOPING TO DIE. AS SHE IS DROPPING SHE FEELS THE WEIGHT GETTING HEAVIER. SHE CLOSES HER EYES AND FEELS THE DROP COMING TO AN END. JUST BEFORE SHE HITS THE GROUND SHE OPENS HER EYES AND REALISED SHE HAS STOPPED FALLING. SHE IS FLOATING WITH A MAN BY HER SIDE. HE HAS SAVED HER FOR NOW. HE BROUGHT HER BACK UP TO THE CLIFF AND TOLD HER TO TRY AGAIN. SHE JUMPED WILLINGLY BUT THIS TIME SHE DIDNT DROP, SHE FLEW. THE WEIGHT IS GONE AND NOW SHE IS ABLE TO BE HERSELF AND FLY.



**~WRITTEN JULY 18TH, 2007~**

** HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE TOOK ME INTO HIS ARMS AND CRADLED ME LIKE A BABY. HE TOLD ME HE'D NEVER HURT ME. I THOUGHT IT WAS THE TRUTH, UNTIL SHE CAME ALONG.



* JUST SITTING BACK CHILLING ONE DAY, LIVING LIFE. NOT KNOWING MY WHOLE LIFE WAS ABOUT TO CHANGE. WITH ONE LOOK APON THEM I KNEW. HE LUVED HER AND SHE LUVED HIM BUT THEY COULD NEVER BE TOGHETHER.



** HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE TOOK ME INTO HIS ARMS AND CRADLED ME LIKE A BABY. HE TOLD ME HE'D NEVER HURT ME. I THOUGHT IT WAS THE TRUTH, UNTIL SHE CAME ALONG.



* HE ACTED FIRST LIKE I WASN'T EVEN THERE. I SAT BACK AND WATCHED FROM THE SIDELINES. THEY HUGGED AND HAD THEIR FRIENDLY KISS. I KNEW THERE WAS MORE BY THE LOOK IN THEIR EYES.



** HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE TOOK ME INTO HIS ARMS AND CRADLED ME LIKE A BABY. HE TOLD ME HE'D NEVER HURT ME. I THOUGHT IT WAS THE TRUTH UNTIL, SHE CAME ALONG.



* SHE TOLD HIM SHE'D MISSED HIM WITH A TEAR IN HER EYE. HE WIPED AWAY HER TEAR AND TOLD HER NOT TO CRY. HE MISSED HER TO AND SHE SHOULD KNOW THAT. HE SAID SOME THINGS HAVENT CHANGED, AS HE RUBBED HER BACK.



** HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE SAID HE LUVED ME, BUT HE LIED.

HE TOOK ME INTO HIS ARMS AND CRADLED ME LIKE A BABY. HE TOLD ME HE'D NEVER HURT ME. I THOUGHT IT WAS THE TRUTH, UNTIL SHE CAME ALONG.



* I SAT IN THE SHADOWS AND JUST WATCHED. THEY DIDN'T SEEM TO NOTICE ME. FINALLY, HE REMEMBERED I WAS THERE. HE INTRODUCED US BY NAME, ANT THEN THEY WENT ON TALKING LIKE I DIDN'T EXIST. ONCE IN A WHILE I GOT RECOGNISED.



**~WRITTEN JULY 17TH, 2007~**

* A LONELY LITTLE GURL, LOST IN THIS WORLD.

* LEFT OUTIN THE COLD, BLEEDING FROM THE INSIDE OUT.

* WAITING FOR HER TURN TO BE HAPPY, REJECTED BY SOCIETY.

* CRYING FOR HELP, WITH NO WORDS COMING OUT OF HER MOUTH.

* WISHING FOR DEATH, WAITING FOR A NEW LIFE.

* WONDERING WHAT SHE DID WRONG, WONDERING "WHY ME?".



** REJECTED BY SOCIETY, NOT ALLOWED TO GO HOME. TURNING TO DRUGS TO LET IT ALL GO, WAITING FOR HER TURN WITH DEATH. HOPING ITS SOON. IF SHE DOESNT GET HELP SOON, SHES BOUT TO SNAP AND KILL.



* ANOTHER LOST SOUL IN THIS WORLD, LOST AND CONFUSED.

* WHAT COULD SHE DO? WHAT WILL SHE DO?

* KILL THE PREACHER? SNAP AT THE NEXT PERSON WHO PASSES HER BY?

* 16 YEARS OLD WITH NOWHERE TO GO, AND NOTHING TO DO.

* REJECTED BY ONE, REJECTED BY ALL.

* GRABBING THE DRUGS AND TAKING THE FALL.

* SELLING HER BODY FOR FOOD TO EAT, KILLING HERSELF SLOWLY.



** REJECTED BY SOCIETY, NOT ALLOWED TO GO HOME. TURNING TO DRUGS, TO LET IT ALL GO. WAITING FOR HER TURN WITH DEATH, HOPING ITS SOON. IF SHE DOESNT GET HELP SOON, SHES BOUT TO SNAP AND KILL.