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What do u do when you are so confused that you cant even tall yourself what you want anymore?? These last few months I have been getting so aggravated with life, and I have been so miserable that I can not take it anymore. I can not get happy for the life of me. I am starting to think that happiness only comes to those who work for it. And obviously my attempts are just desperate attempts but, they are not good enough. I am also starting to think that I will NEVER get happy again! Once I get something good in my life, it gets taken from me and I HATE that. I have been staying out of trouble and doing everything I should be doing yet, it feels like I am the same old me. I finally have something in my life worth fighting for and they want to take it away from me. I don’t want them to but, obviously I can not stop them from doing so. Which I think is absolutely gay. How do I make this go away???