Her dad has me so darn confused, one minute he acts like we aren't together then when no one is around boom he's all over me I love u baby, I need u baby.but then he turns around and says just remember that even though we're not together anymore that doesn't mean I can't hold u and cuddle with u and give you lovings. oh yeah and of course he still has sex with me even though we're seperated. my life is confusing enough and stressful enough while having to fight the darn state to get our daughter back now I have to keep reminding myself that we aren't together anymore too and that hurts me like hell. sometimes this pain inside gets sooo bad that I wish I could grab my daughter from where she's at and just fucking run run till they can't find us and then she'd be back with her mama where she belongs and I wish her daddy could get away with killing the three bitches who took her from us. but then I think thats no good that wouldn't work either so now we're facing a year with trying to get her back I hope it only takes six months maybe less.I cry myself to sleep and sometimes I wake up at seven look for her and then cry myself back to sleep because they took my daughter.I just want her back and this damn pain to go away and never come back.
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