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For years i've known theres something diffrent about me.

at times it makes me feel like a carmillion, when ever im in a room with anyone I seem to adabt to there mood.

I can't count the times I've tried to ingor those feelings, that something is coming, someones coming ,or somethings about to happen.

there always in great detail . but I've learned to ingor them though the years. To the point where now, I dont even realize that I had been preparing myself for such things to happen tell after it has.



when and why I decided to finally try to figure myself out?



I was working around this time last year.

I looked up and saw my stepfather who was my father for as far as i was concerend,who had been living in w.v. for awhile now and so very sick, Just long enough to see that famous smile come and go.

then he was gone. I forgot about it as I have trained myself to do within a moments notice.

when i got home i wasnt even thinking about it. then my phone rang.

it was my stepfathers first wife. he had passed away just the previous mourning.

there are so many times i could write about... such as seeing myself fall inlove with my husband before i even knew hes name.

my reflexs? faster then anyone i know.

my hearing? better then anyone i know.



i have an idea of what i am.. but im still not quite sure.