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chapter 1 : my beginning

just learning to crawl and sitting straight up face scorched off by mothers hands curls up in to a ball wondering is this how mommy show me her love....



chapter 2 :how i got the mirror

A special woman came to me and delivered me this mirror when i took it from her hands she pulled me close and whispered treat it well and it will always show you perfection and she disappeared as if she had come from the air around me...............



chapter 3 : what became of the mirror

One day i looked in to the mirror and it stopped showing me perfection fr some reason i had yet discover so i got angered at it and no longer being able to look in to it i took it from the wall and let it crash against the cold stone flours freshly shattered i went to bed in a pool of tear feeling the pain in side of my self..........................



chapter 4 : were did the blue roses come from

one evening as the sun was dropping from the sky a delivery from a man who was so hansom i blushed he gave me a dozen blue roses and gave me the most beautiful smile and said enjoy them sweet hear and as i smelled them and looked back up he had diapered in to the light of the night a smile crept to my face how strange i feel i touched my face trying to remember the weird sensations this facial expression gave me and wondering how weird both people disappearing as if coming from the air and the card on the flowers read from anonymous to the beautiful hearted (( tho these flowers may wilt and die there is one that shall last for ever like the beauty with in you))........................................



chapter 5 : my present life

This is hard to explain it is heck-tic and im always alone no one wants just to be friend why cant i just have a friend mom always putting me down this world makes me frown the pain i feel makes me want to jump in to the river and let it drown me these meds make my life seem far away and this life makes me sick .........................



chapter 6 : the struggles

i smile a little the next week and then i look at my precious roses so blue they are and then i begin to cry for i know and can see that soon there life will come to an end so i get close and take a look gen one seems undamaged by time and still holds its beauty and shape i examine it more closely to realize that it is a blue plastic rose and slowly realized what the card ment when it read ( one will last forever ).....................



chapter 7 : the dreams

She begins to dream pleasantly no more haunted dreams and each day i cry a little less as i reach fr the frame that once use to hold a mirror and then my project begins........................



chapter 8 : reality of life

Day in and day out i struggle to figure out what im about and as i write my story i start to put the peaces of glass together agen telling my self each day all the while that i am beautiful attempting each day to believe it a little more trying to convince my self that these words one day will be true.....................................................



chapter 9 : poem about self

Beautiful hearted and kind and strong spirit loving soul and thick in the waist sexy in the face but lost alone in time and space...........................



chapter 10 the end or the roses the girl and the mirror

The roses wilt all but one its beauty last for all of eternity i put the final peaces together of the mirror and looking in to it i smile tho it is ruptured and distorted i smile and looking for the first time ant my self and all its perfection and i pack the mirror away and ship it to a friend hoping she too will see as i do and closes the door of that part of my life taking my one blue rose with me to open another door my life has only just begun but this is the end of this story



sincerly the blue rose