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this might sound weird but me and my friend like to make up games and we have been playing and game we called twilight and ever since we have started to play it we have very weird like there is a part of us we have not seen its weird because we have never felt like this befour its hard to explain and we love vampires and werewolfs evertime we start to talk about how we feel its like something is stoping the truth from coming out and i wanted to tell her today i want to be a vampire but its like she didnt see me and she wants to be a werewolf but nobody will listen to us.so if anybody reads this can u please tell us what u think