we began walking though the darkness of the night, illuminated only by the glowing streetlamps that lied evenly spaced on the sidewalk. “ you are a very smart guy Lution.”. She said. “ you have probably already figured out what I am...and what you are becoming.” “ I have a guess.” I said staring straight ahead in an attempt not to come into eye contact with her. The moon and stars were hidden by a wall of clouds that blackened the sky but suddenly the space around us was glowing brightly, with the light emanating from her body. “ this is one of many things we can do with our auras.” she said with the familiar smile, I had come to expect from her. “ but I thought that vampires didnt have auras” I replied, unknowing of my companies potentially hurt feelings from this comment. I looked at her for the first time with a look of regret at my insensitivity. “...sorry” I said in a slight whisper. “ she looked away for a second, the light she was making dimming a little, but turned back to me and said “its ok.” the light missing light returned to her. “there are a lot of things that people assume about us. But ill explain everything when we get to the cave.” I looked at her in slight amazement. “were going to a cave?” I said in slight excitement. “no it not an actual cave silly boy.” she said in a slight giggle. “ its kinda a club...but we hold meeting there. You will love it. Its below the bar down the street about half a mile from here.” she took my hand in hers. “We can hang out together their if you want after I finish informing you.” she said blushing slightly.
I clung desperately to the locket for the next few days. It seemed to hold some kind of emotional link to me, though I didn't know why and it appeared to distract me from my rapidly changing physical state. However I found that the more I put my attention to the locket, the more I lost my attention for any other thing. Following the second day of my possession of the locket, I performed an act that...well my father, who had been observing my behavior for the past week attempted to forcefully remove the locket from my possession. As he tried to pull it out of my hand, I lost control of my actions and , with an open fist, managed to break 5 of my fathers ribs with a single strike. After an unpleasant trip to the hospital I went home alone. And went to bed early. I laid in bed gazing at the locket in my hands, which I had not opened since I first found it hanging on my wall. I opened it to see the familiar letters carved into the shiny gold. “...Alison. My name is Alison” the letters shined back at me as I stared at them, the back of my mind flashing with images of the events following the appearance of its owner. “Alison” I spoke the name, mindlessly. “why is this happening?” I turned out the light and at the instant that the light flashed off, the familiar woman entered the room. “ I must take you with me this time” she said in the same sing-song voice I had been pleasured to hear from her before. She saw my look of confusion and told me with a smile “ you want answers...ill give them to you but you must come with me. Don't worry about your family. It will be as if you were here the whole week in their memories.”
I was confronted last night by a mysterious woman who somehow managed to enter my room without waking ether of my dogs. She looked deeply into my eyes and I into hers and a sense of harmony overcame me. She reached out a hand and as if in a trance I reached out mine as well. We did not break eye contact due to a seemingly mutual feeling of trust. However, the very second our fingers touched, I felt a sudden surge flow through my body and I found myself rising into the air. I quickly shielded my head out of fear of hitting in on the ceiling only to find that my body was sinking though the ceiling as if it wasn't even there. After completely passing through the ghost like roof, I looked over to see that the mysterious yet beautiful woman was still there, floating next to me with her hand in mine and I felt a great harmonious light within my previously weakened heart. We rose into the air more and more until we had reached the clouds, the sharp cold striking my face like blades, and the sudden contact with the clouds was coupled with a freezing cold , which instantly soaked my clothing and body. As we rose higher and higher, the water on my body began to freeze, falling off just as it froze, leaving a surprising burning on my flesh, but as soon as the freezing began, it was silenced by a warm surge in my body, starting from my hand. “ is that better?” she asked me with a smile on her face. Confused by the sudden warmth I replied “um...yeah. Thanks.” “its Blood- Auramancy” she said in a sing song voice. I didn't tell her that I knew what she was talking about, partially because of my confusion at the fact that we were now gliding in the clear starry sky just above the clouds, and that this woman whom I had never met had ability's that not even I had heard of. I suddenly felt a great surge of tiredness in my body and I drifted to sleep regardless of the state my body was in. I awoke the next morning to find that I was in my bed, I almost simply thought of it all as simply a vivid dream, when I looked on the wall seeing a small locket. I recognized the locket as the one the woman was wearing in my supposed dream. I quickly opened it out of stunned curiosity to see that only a single message was inscribed within the gold...
“...Alison. My name is Alison.”
today for the first time in my life I received a sunburn, within minutes of exposure. I found this to be extremely odd considering the fact that the sun was only viable in the sky for a matter of seconds throughout the day. I also found myself to be very weak, drained in a way, though I had slept very soundly throughout the night, not accounting for my small bathroom feeding during the late hours of the night. Despite my weakness I asserted my strength to assist in the lawn mowing and other outdoor work. Knowing of my sudden weakness to the sun, I hastened to wear clothing that thoroughly covered my body as to not cause further injury to myself, which struck my father and grandfather, who were also working outside at the time, as odd. I ignored their stares of confusion and quickly performed as much as I could. Once during my work outside my father told me to look into the sky at a dove that was flying overhead. Slightly enthusiastic about the bird, I quickly looked upward to find that the sun was burning my eyes like an inferno beyond anything I have ever fathomed. I flinched and ran inside despite my fathers confusion at this act. I ran to the bathroom and rubbed water from the sink into my still burning eyes and then looked into the mirror to see that my eyes were blackened and ashy. I jumped back in fear of this sight only to find that when I looked back into the mirror, my eyes were once again the icy blue which they have always been. i stayed inside for the rest of that day against the wishes of my father. I must not go outside until I can figure this out.
I have awoken from my slumber on the night following the merging. I surely feel its effects as my body is weakened and I have an odd thirst. I ventured through the darkness of the hallway at my parents house towards the bathroom where I proceeded to drink my fill of water from the sink. I soon realized that no matter how much I drank, the thirst would not be satisfied. The water sat at the back of my throat and would not sink into my body. I quickly jolted over to the loo where I vomited the water uncontrollably. When it was over I clenched my fists instinctively and I then felt a sharp pain in my left thumb. I looked over at it in the light of the small bulb glowing meekly in the room to see that the wound I received earlier that day from an animal bite was bleeding. I sucked the blood from it as anyone would when in pain to find that the blood satisfied my thirst greatly. In no control of my actions, I drank all the blood I could extract. I looked at the wound to see that it was beginning to heal rapidly. What could this be?
I have successfully performed the separation and merging. Short term I feel nothing but I can feel the process beginning. Shortly after the first merging, I was reunited with my children. They at first did not recognize me, being a human. They didn't believe what I had told them but in time I convinced them of my identity. At that moment I felt great happiness...and sadness. For I knew that I would not be able to see them again after the process was complete. I elected not to tell them however because I knew they would not be able to handle the truth. Thought they were fully grown they still had childish minds. The last merging is now complete and I have elected to not tell anyone about this...not even Justin.
After making a copy of my old friends heart in order to reawaken his other self, the spiders member Xenephalis Nocturne, from the body of Justin Peterson, whose memories of his past life and his other side of that life were fragmented, I soon learned that Xenephalis was linked to his counterpart Justin,due to them sharing memories and hearts. However when two of the same heart disagree on a matter of the heart, the process of contradiction destroys the unnatural state of separation in both hearts and kills them along with the people of which those hearts belong. I should have foreseen this. And I acknowledge that it is my fault and so I will fix it by eliminating the part of Xenephalis still existing within Justin. And to do this I must separate the hearts of my two dragon children Venus,named from his father Verumelius Centivus whom is merged with my own heart, and Selfie, named from her mother Sefuranaht Cerelianus, a dragon who has been bonded to both me and Xenephalis by a lifetime of friendship, as well as others who are unmentioned in this entry, and then merge them all with my heart. The process will complete the empty spaces in my heart which is not natural for a human. We as humans must forever have an unfulfillable space in our heart and because this merging will violate this law then my heart will release all of the hearts merged with itself without allowing my hearts control to expand over the vacant space. I will be forever broken in every way...in memory, in mind, in spirit, and in the strongest way...heart.
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