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Have you ever felt that your life has no meaning? Have you ever felt that god has no "plan" for your life. Have you ever felt that he loves to see you suffer. He gives you pain in your life. Then he gives you someone to take that pain away. But they are so far away that you can't feel them anymore. And the pain comes back. He is laughing and having a good time. You just sit and wait untill the glass in the ant farm breaks so you can finally be free. Free of pain, of horror, of depression, of life. I sit in an unbreakable ant farm alone and cold....

i try to be a nice guy

i try to respect everyone

i try to be generious

i try to have manners all the time

i try to love...



and now



I TRY TO DIE......................