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lately
14:22 Sep 13 2006
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so iknow its been long time since wrote in here just been busy and messed up and stuff i finally almost been paid all money owed me by twat of a so called friend bout fucking time too. i found some one that loves me and cares for me and is patient with me i finally got what ive wanted and needed some one to love n care. works gone quite and thats good got time to sort myself out more. i not heard or seen certain friends in ages that sucks and i txt them but get no reply that sucks too i hope to see them soon. as for me things are so new to me and i cant stop worrying and panicing that im going to lose the one i love with all my heart worry i do or done wrong and that im losing her or shes going to leave me i just feel im not good enough and that i and ugly and fat and useless and stuff but shes so caring and understanding and patient with me shes amazing never want to lose her i love her so very much xxxxxxxxxxxx