Once there was a dream inside my heart, of a place to hide.
A place to sleep, a place to die.
A place where I wasn't alone anymore.
A place to feel safe and free.
Once there was a time in which
I had left everything unshattered
Untouched
I felt... okay. Happily numb.
I'm not coming back.
I left my mark on you and the mark has long since faded.
I grit my teeth, as pale as my skin.
I ball my fists, their scars are prettier than yours.
I'm sorry I made you sad, I'm sorry I pulled you down with me.
I'm sorry everything I do has to effect you.
because stabbing myself only makes you bleed
and i cry, i cry, i cry cause you dont understand why
Once there was a place I was proud to call my own
and I let you in, inside my heart.
Together we shattered everything.
I felt... strangely sensitive. Happily unhappy.
I'm not coming back.
You left your mark on me and the mark will never fade.
I grit my teeth, they're stained with your kisses.
I ball my fists, that hands that waved goodbye to you.
it’s too bad that i am here
too bad that you are there
too bad that i feel so much
and that you don’t care
it’s too bad that my heart
is breaking, with every thought
too bad we were such good friends
too bad we ever fought
it’s too bad you’re so far gone
too bad we’ve said goodbye.
too bad that there’s more questions
that require me to lie
it’s too bad i held it all in
too bad you never knew
too bad you have no idea
who these words are to.
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