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Okay this is going to be another one of my insane rambles. So fair warning. So I just got back from my trip from radford last friday. It was interesting to say the least. On the first day we arrived two girls got sent home for climbing out a window (weird huh?) The second day one of the preppy girls had an astma attack. Then wendsday the stupidest thing i have ever heard happend. One of my more interesting friends somehow managed to get his hand stuck in a seatbealt! The instructors had to cut the dang seatbealt. 0.o So yeah those were very odd occurenses. Some good did come out of it however. One speaker we had really challanged me to think about ethical morals. The whole point of the trip was helthcare careers . Also I think I may look into the veterinarian profession. This year has proven a lot to me. It has shown me the meaning of friendship and how some friendships are not worth the time. I have also come to realise who my true friends are and the length that i would go to to protect them and the stupid things I would do just to see them smile!

Damn! Tomorro I have to wake up very early. Like at nine!! Yes it's sad but that is early for me. I don't want to go on this trip that has been planned. I have already packed (more like cramed) all my things so i guess I can't back out now. I feel so weird though. I don't like to leave my family behind. I feel like I am abandoning them even though I have done nothing to feel this way. I am going to hate it I think. My roommate is very picky and a real goody two shoes! She is going to drive me crazy!! ugggghhhh. I so can't wait till this summer is over. For some reason I think school will be so much better.

My life is driving me crazy at the moment. This summer started for me on the second to last day of school. This is when my sis's boyfreind came to live with us. Also on the last day of school one of my best freinds decided to tell me they had a crush on me! Imagine how I took the news. I love him like my brother! But hopefully evereything is cool now. Another issue was a meet and feel for a guy. Okay so I knew this guy, I just got to know him better and really see the real him. So I learned he had a girlfreind and It broke my heart. I felt like he had used me or something. We are freinds now so that is alright for now i guess. Geez this list goes on and on lol. Continuing I had a crush on my best freind during this past year of school. He has sent me such mixed messages that I am not sure he is even worth the time anymore. Okay back to my sis's boyfreind. He is having trouble with his parents and they are evil bastards let me tell you. I thought he was exagerating but they are truthfull rich, evil, bastardly, controlling, two faced, lying, ass holes. I hope my sis and her boyfreind can get away from there evilness. I will help piss them oit inyway I can. If you mess with my sister or anyone she cares about or put down my house and the way we live (which they have done) Then you have just made an enemy who will stop at nothing till you have learned the error of your ways. ugggghhhh.........

Okay add all this drama to the fact that this summer I have had to get up at six each weekday and travel for an hour and thirty minites to and back from Colledge bound. It is boring and no one there is really "my type" of person. They are wimpy, self centered, and just plain boring! I used to love it but now I hate it and I wanna just quite! I wont though because I have never quit anything in my life. It will make me stronger and there must be some reason why I'm there right? On the buss ride back my parents are always late to add to my torture!! The program though is taking us to radford on sunday. It is a helth sceince course so while we are out there we tour the cadavar lab. (dead people). I hope I dont vomit! I can pass out but I really dont wanna vomit! Also whille we are there we have to live in the dorms, visit hospitals and attend an "eloquent" dinner. Me and "eloquent"? yeah right! lol There are also boring lectures evrey single day! But the good news is that when we get back we get to take a "mini" vacation to hershey. That will most definitly be interesting