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Today I awoke. I have been sleepwalking for many years. Never feeling like I belonged anywhere, different from everyone around me. Now I know why. I am different. But I'm ok with that.



I have always felt like I was here for a reason. I just could never figure out what that reason was. I may soon find out what that purpose is.



Growing up, I was always the outcast. The odd, quiet one. I was moved around alot. Didn't get a chance to make any lasting friendships. So I am a bit of a loner. I read and write alot. Mostly fiction/horror and mostly on my site. I write with other people who share my interests. Yes, it is a fantasy site. Most of what is written there isn't true to life. Somethings are, but isn't there always a spark of truth even in the wildest fiction?



I am an indigo child. I am an intuit, even though it is usually not for anything other than what is going on in my life.



I firmly believe in the power of the mind. If you think something hard enough, it will happen. At least it always works that way for me.



Sometimes I dream of things that are to come. As with the intuit, usually only relates to me.



Today someone made me see a different path. One that I think will help me shed this cocoon of a half life I have lived for most of my life. It is time for this butterfly to spread her wings and fly.



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Another sleepless night. I have had so many lately I'm surprised I am even functioning at all. Watching the crap on late night T.V. Bleh. All those channels and NOTHING on. *sighs*



I would give anything to get some sleep!! ;)

Sometimes I wonder why we even bother to make a profile. No one really takes the time to read it. You specifically say, I don't cyber, people still send you emails trying to cyber with you.



WTF!! Just look at someone's picture and start chatting with them? I don't know, but it's very aggravating.

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FallenKnight
15:32 Feb 06 2010

Lol what can you say ignorance is a blissful amount of stupidity wrapped in one.



And just press your Block Tab on them and that should take care of it.

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