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Pain is what makes you real

Pain is what keeps you here

Forever wanting it to stop

But never wanting it to end

Agony devours you

Silence griping your heart

Heart cold forever

A heart frozen in time

Who cares enough to stop the pain?

Who cares enough to stop the grief?

Who cares enough to set you free?

Free of this world and its misery!

Pull the trigger baby

Pull the trigger please

Pull the trigger for me please

Pull the trigger

Set me free!





Shayna Patterson

There is no greater feeling than...love

It warms you when your cold

Giving you hope when you think all hope is lost

Wanting it to last forever

It mends your heart back together

Giving back your happiness once more

An emotion in-depth

You give up your heart fully to that person

Without fear of your heart pounding painfully in your chest

Without fear of them shattering your heart beyond repair

Giving it all you have

Never wanting this feeling to end

Body and mind in loves sweet caress

Sweet memories

In your head

Words all in all can't explain this livid emotion





Shayna Patterson

My hearts been turned to stone from all the pain

(Ice cold never breaking)

Blood frozen in time

(Never thawing)

Without life

(Without love)

In silence I fear

(Darkness without the light)

No light for peace

(Let me have my freedom)

Let me have myself again

(Give me hope)

Give me dreams

(Unharden my sweet stone cold heart)

Let it beat once more

(Give me a reason)

Silence is what slowly kills me inside

(Never ending blistering cold)

Save me from myself

(The dark slowly closing the light around me)

My soul is gone

(Searching forever)

Help give me peace

(Help give me sweet release)

Trapped in this dead world

(Forever yearning to end it all)

Unforgiven for what I have done...





Shayna Patterson

When I say I love you

It can sometimes be a curse

Well I have been cursed once

and it hurts

So let me tell you when I say "I love you"

I don't say it just to say it

I mean it when I say it

Yes love hurts sometimes

Yes love can also break your heart

But sometimes it can be a good thing and that my dear is worth one more heartbreak...one more curse..."I love you"



Shayna Patterson

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Guardian88
03:57 Aug 01 2011

i agree

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No one hears you when you scream...

Forever you scream for help

Without prevail

All alone in a world unfair

Unforgiven for what you have done

You scream in the silence

Darkness surrounds you loyally

You scream from the blistering cold

tugging at your soul

Still no one hears you

Still you are alone

Heart pounding in your chest

Gasping for air

It's hiding in the dark

It's eyes filled with want

No one can hear you

No on is there

The beast will get his way

and you my dear are left screaming

in agony...

in misery...



Shayna Patterson

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Guardian88
02:43 May 14 2011

i like it

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You know your time has come

(Time for you to go)

Wanting to say goodbye

(Death restricts you so)

Wanting to stay

(But knowing you can't)

Screaming in silence

(No sound utters from your lips)

Your eyes closing slowly

(Straining to keep them open)

Tears fall in defeat

(Straining for that spark of life)

So close

(Can't grasp hold)

Just a little longer

(Just a little closer)

You feel yourself falling with Death

(You thrash against it)

Neverthelessyour time is up

(The light fading away)

Darkness envelops you

(Death has come to do its job)

Taken you away never to return





Shayna Patterson

Closing your eyes

(You sleep)

You sleep in peace

(Sleep not knowing)

Cold you feel in your skin

(In your soul)

Still you sleep

(Unknowing)

Lurking in the shadows

(You still sleep)

Waiting to grab you

(Dragging you away)

Still you sleep

(Away into the darkness)

The cold now is stronger

(Still you sleep)

It steals you heart

(Still you sleep)

It takes your soul

(You open your eyes)

The light begins to fade

(Knowing the end is here)

Fading into the darkness

(You scream without sound)

Darkness has taken over

(Falling forever in its depths)







Shayna Patterson

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Guardian88
02:42 May 14 2011

i like this one

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You said you loved me but then why did you hurt me so bad?

You say you will but you wont

Always have the look of pain in your eyes?

Why is that pain there when I thought I made you happy?

Will the sadness never end?

Give me something to hold on to!

Give me something to hold!

Give me anything other than pain!

...

Nothing matters now I have no feelings for you

For always you said you loved me but that was a lie

...

Someone else has filled the void in my heart has brought it back together piece by agonizing piece

...

you lost something good but I gained something more!

Live the life free and uncaring

Never look back for fear of remembering another sorrowful memory

There is always more memories to come but must they always be the bad ones or sometimes could they really be the good memories that you always want?

Power is what most people want

But can they get that power?

Mind you power is corruption

Power is your destruction in the end....

It is and always be the ultimate your ultimate destruction

There is nothing to fear always keep your head up and move on

Don't let power consume you

Don't let it take over you

Don't let it become your life!!!!!