the rage at one time showed me that this world is cold. the love showed me that true love and faithfulness is possible. the darkness torn a little girl up and made her a self made creature. looking back i only see the betrayal and the rage pointed at those who hurt me. the only thing that keeps me going is knowing that somewhere out in the desert there lies a human disgraced by this fucked up shit hole you call your world is fighting and trying all because of me.why does he do it? i may never know but all i know is that he loves and deeply cares about me and he will return to my arms once again. but the days feel like years and time takes its toll on me and him.i fear for his safety as well as his emotions. although he is strong he is not invincable. this is the cry of the solider...my solider.
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