you know i sit here every day and think what are the reasons i am around still why have i not ended my life well to be honest i dont know anymore i want to be happy and i cant be i guess that is what happens to ppl who dont like to be alone i hate it feels like there is nothing for me anymore so why should i stay i really dont know what to do everyone tels me to just let things go but i cant i never have i just want to fucking die i hate my life and i dont see no point at all iall i want is someone to love me for me and beable to help me when i need it
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xXTroublexX
00:18 Feb 05 2010
One thing I have learned is that things don't happen when we demand them to. Life comes at its own pace, and the connections we make are dependent on our own orientation. If you want a friend to be there, you need to be there for someone else. Depression turns people inwardly focused when happiness is a product of looking outside our ownself.