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Feeling you close to me, I feel you so close to me.

Your warm breath on my neck sends shivers down my spine.

Your touch so soft it feels like feathers on my skin.

I can taste sweat and salt on your chest.

So close to me I feel you so close to me.

Your lips are so wet bruising every inch of me.

Your teeth so sharp as they graze my skin.

I sense the power you have with each and every kiss.

Feeling you close to me, I feel you so close to me.

Your heat burns and melts me.

I mold myself against your body to make the perfect fit.

We swim in our lust as our bodies become one.

How can this be wrong? It seems so right.

In the morning we pretend not to be lovers

We are just friends.

An angry desolate town full of confusion.

It should seems so calm but filled with chaos.

There are roads that lead to places yet I know not where they go.

It’s so dark, and I’m so lost

It’s night time but if feels like there will be no light.

The whirl winds seem so overwhelming.

Lost in a ghost town with nothing but a few buildings and roads.

I feel trapped

There’s really nothing here

But yet I still stay

Wondering why I remain when there’s nothing here for me.

I stay here and I feel the anger fall over me.

The jagged edges cut into my mind.

It’s sharp and I’m loosing my sanity.

But this is home and it is where I belong.

Resting upon your chest you make me feel so calm.

I listen to the tribal beats of your heart.

I feel myself letting you get inside my head,

But I won’t let myself give in.

I won’t let you into my soul.

I won’t let myself feel something more

I’ll keep myself separate and refuse to let you in.

No I won’t let you inside of me again.

I see you stare searching for what I’m thinking.

I’ll only give you a little bit

But then I’ll close myself off not allowing you in.

I won’t let you into my soul.

I won’t let myself feel something more.

I’ll keep myself separate and refuse to let you in.

No I won’t let you inside of me again.

You pull me near I push you away.

You look in my eyes and I look away.

I can’t let you see what I’m feeling inside.

There’s no use telling, there’s nothing you can do.

So I’ll fake a smile and no one will know.

I won’t let you into my soul

I won’t let myself feel something more.

I’ll keep myself separate and refuse to let you in.

No I won’t let you inside of me again.

I play the violin with a blade and my wrist just to bleed away my pain.

I swim in a pool of blood as you drink my life away.

I raise above on the blacken moon night

Crying tears of blood as the iridescent rain turns to black.

As it touches my skin my flesh begins to burn and I start to scream.

Why the pain what have I done I wonder as I cry.

Am I supposed to live a life of torture and my wounds shall never heal.

Was I meant to slowly die in pain bound by the darkness that surrounds me?

What I wouldn’t give to feel the light upon my shattered face.

Feel life as it should be.

“Give me a reason to live” I scream, “why should I go on?”

I look for the answers hidden in my darken soul.

But yet I find no light no hope no way out.

I continue to walk with this shadow hanging over me.

Lost I can’t find my way although I keep searching.

Searching for the happiness that I long for.

Searching for a peaceful rest that relaxes my soul.

I will not give up but continue to put myself through pain.

Just to know that I’m alive and I can feel.