Be silent my beating heart.
Be silent my beating,for wished to not be notice by her watchful eyes.For she'll only only break thee,her touch would be blissful,If not for the suffering on down the road for me.To taste her would be pure delight,but she would only go sour on me In the end.My ears can hear her cal my name,but I pretend to not hear It as It'll only be my heart that'll suffered later on.Be silent my beating heart I don't wish to be broken once more like I've been In the past.A shell Is what I must wear around me,for I've only memories of what other girls have done to me before.Their hands strained with blood as they have each ripped my heart out.Just leaving enough In me to sustained my life.But enough to let me suffered In pain for many yrs to come.Cursed I'm for having a good heart that only knows loved In life,but yet can't rejoiced In It myself.To many tears shred In my life,a river before me.I'm feel as If I'm slowly drowning but yet I lived on.Visions of all my loves flash before my eyes.Replaying themselves out for me.Pure tortured for my heart and soul as they are vision of something that I desires but can't have.I swim upward trying to break the surface,only to be pull back down.My lungs fill with air as I try to breathed only to not take In air.My body aches as I tried to escape this tortured.Leaving me to to know that I'm one of a kind,a mate to no one destined to be alone to the end of time.So even If my heart does beat for you,I can't let It be know,for your love Isn't mine to have.So I walked away fast and far till my heart slows It's beat.
Wow no Ideal where It came from.But a new poem from me.What you are think?
Starry Night
Stars as far as my eyes can see light the sky afire In the darkness of night.A sparkle so bright as to send out a beacon for all to see and watch.stars that lighten your soul and brighten your night as you glazed upon them.The starry skies light my path through this world of darkness that I lived,guiding you me closer to home.My skin feels their lights upon my skin and they smooth my soul as I lay to sleep.
Pure tortured
Pure torture Is what I'm feeling as each day passes me by.No more waking up with you at my side,or being able to hold you all though the night as I once did.each passing day I wake up to the bed that seen more like a prison then a bed for without your love It's just seen pointless sometimes.All my struggles through life tears at my soul as I just tried to stay afloat when all I really just wanna do Is give In and just give up.But my warrior side of me keeps me strong and fighting as I swing away at everything blocking my path.Thinking of those days you made me smile when you knew I was down bring a tear to my eyes as you give me hope for the days to come.And when I just wanted to give up you were there to give me hope.But all that changed as you walked away from me,my heart sunk as I realized you would never be In my arms for me to ever again.My soul became darken as your light was no longer there to lighten It.And my future seen like It just collapsed within me.My eyes fought back the tears,but yet they still came as they tried to purged me of my sadness,but love as deeply as I had for you was like the rays of the sun shining down.They couldn't be stopped so easy,so I lived each day.My heart throbbing with the pain.I hold my hand over my chest as If to tell It you'll be ok,just rest for now.And yet It just dose not listen to me.For It knew It's loved for you was a true thing,not born of lust or desire.But born to love that one special person In my
I've not been able to really write any newer poems.Since my heart has been ripped from my chest to many times.I hope the next girl I'm with If she ripped my heart will just killed me In the process.Would be more human then to leave me there to die a slow death.
Black rose
I once thought of your love as a red rose with no thorns to pricked at my heart.As my heart raced with delight knowing that I have found you.Our body Intertwining with each other In pure delight.I finally knew the blissful feeling of having a loved at my side day and night.My body hungered had been fulfill as I was able to have you day and night,my soul desires coming true at last.Hearing your soft voice telling me that you loved me as I made loved to you like a calling from the heaven's.Having your hands around me made me feel complete where I once thought hopelessness.Looking Into your eyes brighten my day and nights once again for I was not alone anymore.But the blissfulness soon faded as you grew away from me more and more.Happiness fading only to be replaced with sadness soon follower as It became cleared I was only your loved slave for your desires within you.My heart grew heavy as the I loved you you became less said each day.Silence became more as your loved for me drifted away each day.My eyes cried dried tears over the loss of your loved.For I wanted no one to seen me like that.And my heart soon became ridden with pain as though It was gonna explode within my chest.For you love had become not a red rose,but a black rose with thorns as big as fingers that dunged deeply Into my heart trying to ripped It from my chest.But you left me to my tortured when you should had just ripped my heart all the way from my chest.For It would have been more human then to leave my heart In pain the way you did.
COMMENTS
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Danijela
10:09 Feb 18 2011
This is wonderful, I like it
FallenDreams
00:29 Feb 22 2011
beautiful
NoctusAngelusProcella
01:20 Mar 03 2011
very lovely work.
darksurfer1969
22:04 Mar 03 2011
Thank you very much.
shiyangel
05:56 Mar 19 2011
very pretty poem
darksurfer1969
07:54 Mar 19 2011
Thank you very much.Watch for more later on.eg